Antonia Peterson was walking through the rain and crying. Tears streamed down her cheeks, blending with the raindrops.
At least the rain is pouring, she thought, no one can see my tears.
She also mused, Its my own fault. Turned up at the wrong time. An uninvited guest.
So she walked and cried. Sometimes tears turned into laughter as she remembered that old jokea son-in-law asking his mother-in-law, So, Mum, not even a cuppa for you today?
Now, she found herself in that ridiculous Mums shoes.
She laughed and wept, wept and laughed.
When she finally made it home, Antonia pulled off her wet clothes and wrapped herself in a tartan blanket. Then the tears came freely. Not a soul cared or noticedexcept for her golden fish, circling endlessly in its round aquarium. Only the fish saw her sorrow.
Antonia Peterson had once been considered quite the catch, popular with men and always turning heads. But things hadnt worked out with the father of her son, Nicholas. He drank too much. At first, it was manageablehed have a few, then fall asleep. But eventually, jealousy crept in. At everyone. The old man who asked directions, the butcher behind the counter, the neighbour with the walking stick, even her friends.
One day, after shed smiled at a neighbour, he became truly unhinged.
He beat her carefully, deliberately. Right on the kidneys, all in front of their small boy.
Nicholas described everything in vivid detail to Antonias parents. Her mother sobbed,
Is this what I raised my daughter forso some drunken brute could thrash her?
Her father, silent, simply slipped on his coat and left. He found the son-in-law he now considered former and threw him off the fourth floor landinghe even managed to break his arm during the fall.
Shaking his fist after him, her father warned, If I see you near my daughter again, Ill finish you off. Ill go to prison if I must, but youll never ruin my Tonis life again.
Her husband vanished for good after that, and Toni never remarried. She was dedicated to raising her sonwho knew what kind of husband fate would deal her next?
Many men tried to court her, but she always kept her distance. Shed had enough of Nicholass father.
Antonia had no major financial issues. Her career as a catering manager provided stability, and she worked at a cosy little restaurant. She scraped by happily, even managed to put savings aside for a flat.
When the sum was finally enough, Nicholas announced his wedding plans. The girl was lovely, with the sweet English name Annabelle.
Antonia was left with her small council flat, but she threw her children a beautiful wedding and gave them her new two-bedroom apartment. Of courseafter all, they were starting a family and needed it more.
Now she was even saving up for a new car for the kids. How long could they get by driving that battered old Ford Fiesta?
She hadnt planned to visit her son that dayAntonia wasnt in the habit of imposing herself on her grown children. But she happened to be passing close by amid a torrential downpour. With not so much as an umbrella, and the rain so heavy an umbrella wouldnt help, she decided to dash in to wait out the storm, perhaps gossip with Annabelle over a warm cup of tea.
Annabelle answered the door with a surprised look, not even inviting her in. Standing cold in the entrance hall, she asked curtly, Mrs Peterson, did you want something?
Caught off guard, Antonia tried to explain herself,
Just its the rain
Its finished now. You live nearby, youll manage, Annabelle replied, glancing at the window and crossing her arms.
Yes, yesof course, Antonia agreed quietly, her face wet with tears as she stepped back into the rain.
She continued to cry all the way home. Later, drifting off to sleep, she dreamed of her golden fish.
The fish suddenly grew large, silently mouthing words that only Antonia could understand.
Crying, are you? Silly woman! No one even offered you tea in the rain! And just who are you saving all your money for? Will you spend your life working for their comforts? Look at you! Youre clever and charming. You actually have a bit put aside! So why save for their car? They dont appreciate it. Pack a bag and go to the seaside. Live for yourself, just once.
Antonia woke in the dark, watching the fish swirl through its tank, still opening and closing its mouth. But the fish language was gone; yet the message remained clear.
Never give yourself away to ungrateful people. Especially the brazen sorts who wont even offer you a cuppa or let you wait for the rain to clear.
So Antonia took that money shed set aside for the kids car, booked herself a seaside holiday, and went off for a well-deserved break. She returned refreshed, tanned, and glowing.
Nicholas and Annabelle never noticedafter all, they only called when they needed something: a favour, a babysitter, or a little cash.
Antonia also stopped avoiding men, and soon caught the eye of a very interesting gentlemanAndrew, the manager at her restaurant.
Hed admired her for ages, but Antonia always seemed too wrapped up in Nicholas and Annabelle. Now, everything changed. They started spending their days together, at work and at home, and life felt new again.
One afternoon, Annabelle called round,
Why dont you ever visit, Mrs Peterson? Or call? Nicholas has found a great carhint hint!
Antonia, arms folded, finally asked, Annabelle, was there something you needed?
Annabelle opened her mouth but was interrupted by Andrew, who emerged from the sitting room,
Toni, love, shall we have that cup of tea now?
Definitely! Antonia smiled.
And invite your guest, darling, Andrew suggested, always the gentleman.
No, Annabelle wont be staying. She doesnt drink tea, do you Annabelle?
Antonia closed the door behind her daughter-in-law, chuckled, and winked at the golden fish.
Thats the thingif you dont look after yourself, no one will. Its up to you to choose when to serve tea and to whom.
Antonia Peterson walked through the rain in tears, her sobs hidden by the downpour—at least the rain keeps my sorrow private, she thought. She blamed herself for arriving at the wrong moment, an unwelcome guest; she cried and then burst out laughing, remembering that joke where a son-in-law asks, “So, Mum, you won’t even stay for a cup of tea?” Now, she found herself living out that “mum’s” predicament—laughing and crying all at once. Returning home, she stripped off her wet clothes and curled under a blanket, finally allowed to weep openly, with only her goldfish in the round aquarium to hear her pain. Once, Antonia was admired by many men, yet things never worked out with Nikita’s father. His drinking worsened—first tolerable, then jealous and violent, even beating her in front of their child. Little Nikita described it all vividly to his grandparents; Antonia’s mother sobbed, while her father calmly sent the now ex-son-in-law flying down the stairs (with a broken arm as souvenir), vowing to protect his daughter no matter the cost. Her husband vanished, and Antonia devoted herself to raising her son, wary of new relationships despite many suitors. She built a comfortable life as a catering manager, gradually saving for a flat, and when Nikita decided to marry lovely Anastasia, Antonia gave the newlyweds the new apartment and even paid for their wedding. She continued saving for a car, reasoning that a growing family needed better than their old banger. Today, Antonia hadn’t planned to visit her son, but caught in a rainstorm near their home, she popped by hoping to wait out the weather and share a cup of tea with Anastasia. However, her daughter-in-law, surprised by the visit, coldly asked, “Is there something you want, Mrs Peterson?” Unwelcome, Antonia left tearfully. That night, she dreamt of her goldfish, grown huge and speaking: “Cry all you want, but they couldn’t even offer you tea in the rain! Why keep saving for their car? Why live only for them? You’re clever, beautiful, and independent—go live for yourself, head for the seaside!” Awakening, she understood: don’t sacrifice yourself for the ungrateful. She took her savings and booked a seaside holiday, returning rejuvenated, tanned, and transformed. Her son and daughter-in-law were none the wiser, only contacting her when they needed money or childcare. Antonia stopped avoiding men, and soon caught the eye of her restaurant’s charming manager; life sweetened, and their relationship blossomed. One day, Anastasia dropped by, hinting about a new car and asking why Antonia hadn’t called or visited. Hands crossed, Antonia replied, “Was there something you wanted, Anastasia?”—just as her new suitor appeared, inviting Antonia to tea and suggesting they welcome their guest. “No, Anastasia’s just leaving. She doesn’t drink tea, do you, Anastasia?” With a laugh, Antonia shut the door and winked at her goldfish. That’s how things are now!












