And she also realised that her mother-in-law was not nearly as spiteful as shed thought all these years.
The morning of the 30th of December was so ordinary, it could have been any from the last twelve yearsexactly how long Natalie and James had been married.
As usual, hed left at daybreak, off for a day of shooting, not to return until midday on the thirty-first. Their son was with his grandma, leaving Natalie once again alone at home.
After all this time, shed grown used to it. James was a devoted angler and hunterevery weekend and holiday, he vanished into the countryside, whatever the weather. And she waited at home.
But today, for some reason, the loneliness pressed harder than before. Usually, shed busy herself with chorescleaning, cooking, a thousand small things to prepare for the New Years Eve gathering at her mother-in-laws, as had been the case for all twelve years. But today, she found herself unable to do a thing. Everything she touched slipped from her fingers.
Thats why Rebeccas call was such a welcome surprise. Her best mate since school, always the life of the party, now divorced and famous for her spontaneous gatherings. This time, too, she rang up.
So, alone at home again? she said, not even bothering with a question. James off to his beloved woods? Come round tonightproper crowd on the way, dont mope about the house.
Natalie hadnt planned to go. She said nothing, but by evening the silence was suffocating. She was angryangry that after all these years, nothing had changed: all shed had was her home, her job, her son. Holidays were spent with her mother-in-law in the country, never anywhere else. Shed tried not to mind that James never wanted to go anywhere, disliked parties and tripsalways counting the hours till he could sneak off fishing again. How she longed to see the sea, to have a little adventure together, to see the world.
That night, she thought, why not go? Better than being miserable at home. Rebeccas place was bustling with old friends from school, laughter, music, familiar faces. And for once, Natalie felt alive.
And then there was Chrisher first crush from school, now the unexpected highlight of the evening. One thing led to another, and somehow they ended up spending the night together. She barely understood how it happenedshe hadnt even drunk much. Old memories had swept her off her feet.
The morning after was a messawkward, embarrassing. Natalie left Chriss flat in a rush, desperate to forget the mistake as quickly as possible.
Back at home, there was a surprise waiting for herthe first thing she saw as she opened the door was Jamess coat tossed over the banister. Hed come home early.
Her legs nearly gave way in fear. If James discovered she hadnt spent the night at homeshe could already picture the row, imagine him leaving her. Shed never forgive such a betrayal herself, let alone expect forgiveness from him.
She cursed her stupidityhow could she throw away her marriage like this, when she still loved her husband? But then the phone rang, dragging her back to the present.
It was her mother-in-law, Mrs. Weldon.
I dont know whats been going on, but James called last night, couldnt get through to you. I told him you were with Auntie Kate, she wasnt well and youd gone to check on her. Dont let me down now
Natalie hadnt expected her mother-in-laws helpnever. Their relationship had always been complicated. They never argued outright, but Mrs. Weldon had never warmed to her, having opposed the marriage from the start. Those first years living together had been especially tense, and now that they met only for family events, both kept their distance.
But now Natalie felt a surge of gratitudereckoning with whatever was to come, as long as James didnt know the truth.
That evening, on the way to Mrs. Weldons, Natalie braced herself and when they were alone in the kitchen, finally tried to confess and say thank you. But her mother-in-law just waved her off.
Oh, give it a rest, NatalieIm not made of stone. I know what its like, living with a man who only has eyes for his hobbies. Im not exactly a saint either Look at Peter she nodded toward her husband in the next room hes spent his whole life traipsing through the woods. Dont you think that hurts? The important thing is not to let it make a habit of itselfif you know what I mean.
Natalie did know. And in that moment realised Mrs. Weldon wasnt the meddling old cow shed thought her to be, but a woman who understood more than shed let on.
In the end, nothing erupted; Natalie swore never again to leave her marriage hanging by a thread, no matter how lonely she felt.
And so, for Natalie at least, the story ended better than she could have hoped.












