When they brought Simon Turner out of the maternity ward, the midwife told his mother, “What a big lad. He’ll grow up to be a proper strongman.” His mother said nothing. Even then, the way she looked at the swaddling, you’d think it wasn’t her child at all.
Simon didn’t become a strongman. He became unnecessary. The sort, you know, who gets born but no one really knows what to do with.
“Your odd little boy’s in the sandpit again, scaring off the others!” shouted Auntie Linda from her balcony on the second floor, self-appointed champion of neighbourhood fairness.
Simons mother, a tired woman with lifeless eyes, only snapped back, “If you dont like it, stop watching. Hes not bothering anyone.”
And truly, Simon never bothered anyone. He was a big, gawky lad, head always down, arms hanging at his sides. At five he was silent. At seven, he grunted. At ten he finally spoke, but his voice was so grating and cracked, you almost wished he hadnt.
At school, they stuck him right at the back. Teachers would sigh, seeing the emptiness in his gaze.
“Turner, are you even listening?” the maths teacher would ask, tapping the board with chalk.
Simon nodded. He did listen. He just saw no reason to answer. Why bother? Hed get a passing grade anyway, just to keep the statistics tidy, and be sent on his way.
His classmates never beat him upthey were wary. Simon was sturdy, like a young bullock. But they steered clear of him anyway, like youd avoid a big, muddy puddlemaking a wide, disgusted arc.
Home wasnt any better. His stepdad, who moved in when Simon turned twelve, put his position plainly:
“I dont want to see him when I get in from work. Eats a lot, does nowt for it.”
So Simon disappeared. Hed wander building sites, sit down in cellars. He learned how to make himself invisible. It was his only craftblending into the walls, into the grey concrete, into the grime.
The evening his life changed, a miserable drizzle was falling. Simon, then fifteen, was sitting on the staircase between the fifth and sixth floors. He couldnt go homehis stepdad had mates round, which meant noise, smoke, and maybe a heavy-handed belt.
The flat opposites door creaked open. He shrank into the corner, trying to make himself as small as possible.
Out came Mrs. Edith Burton. A solitary woman, well into her sixties, though she carried herself as if she hadnt hit forty. The whole estate thought she was strange. She never gossiped on the benches, never grumbled about the price of tea, always walked with her back straight.
She looked at Simonnot with pity or revulsion, but more like consideration. Like youd look at a broken mechanism, sizing up whether it could be fixed.
“What are you sitting there for?” she demanded. Her voice was low and commanding.
Simon sniffed. “Just sitting.”
“Only cats are ‘just’. Are you hungry?”
He was. Always was, really. Teenage bodies need fuelling, and at home the fridge was so empty youd think it could breed mice.
“Well? Im not offering again.”
He stood, awkwardly unfolding to his full height, and followed her in.
Mrs. Burtons flat wasnt like the rest of them. Books everywhere. On shelves, on the floor, even on the chairs. It smelt of old paper, and something rich and meaty.
“Sit down,” she nodded at a stool. “Wash your hands firstover there, the carbolic soap.”
Simon scrubbed his hands as told. She set a plate of spuds and proper beef stew in front of him. He couldnt remember the last time he ate proper meatnot sausages, not hamreal beef.
He ate quickly, swallowing hunks barely chewed. Mrs. Burton sat opposite, chin in her hand, just watching.
“No need to rush,” she said calmly, “No one’s going to take it off you. Chew it properly, your stomach will thank you.”
Simon slowed down.
“Ta,” he muttered, wiping his mouth with his sleeve.
“Not your sleeve, for heavens sake, use the napkin, thats what theyre for,” she pushed a packet towards him. “Youre practically feral, arent you? Wheres your mum?”
“At home. With my stepdad.”
“Ah. Extra guest in the family.”
She said it so matter-of-factly, Simon didnt even feel hurt. Just a statement, like “raining today” or “the breads dear again.”
“Listen here, Turner,” she said suddenly, strict and direct, “Youve two roads ahead. Drift through life, loaf about under bridges, and end up nowhere. Or get your head screwed on. Youre strong, Ill give you that, but your noggins just full of wind.”
“Im thick,” Simon admitted simply. “Thats what they say at school.”
“Theres plenty they say at school. Its for average brains, that place, but youre not average. Youre different. Those hands of yours, where do they come from?”
Simon looked at his palmsbroad, knuckles battered.
“Dunno.”
“Well, well find out, wont we. Tomorrow you come round, fix my tap. Dripping something terrible, and calling a plumbers daylight robbery. Ive got the tools.”
From that day, Simon went to Mrs. Burtons nearly every evening. First fixing taps, then sockets, then the locks. Turned out, his hands truly were golden. He felt the inner workings of things, understood themnot with his head, but with some raw instinct.
Mrs. Burton didnt coddle him. She taught. Sternly, firmly.
“Not like that!” she barked. “Who holds a screwdriver like a spoon? Put your shoulder into it!”
And shed smack him round the knuckles with a wooden ruler. Hurt, too, if you asked him.
She handed him booksnot textbooks, but stories about life. About people who survived against all odds. Adventurers, inventors, pioneers.
“Read,” she ordered. “Use your brain or itll seize up. You think youre the only one like you? Millions were. They made it. Why not you?”
Gradually, he got to know her story. Mrs. Burton had spent her life as an engineer at a factory. Her husband died young, no children. Her factory closed down in the nineties, so she lived on the pension and the odd technical translation, but she never broke. Never grew bitter. Just livedupright, stern, alone.
“Ive got no one left,” she told him once. “And you havent really either. But thats not the end, Simon. Its the beginning, see?”
Simon wasnt sure he understood. But he nodded.
When Simon turned eighteen and it was time to join the army, she invited him for a serious chat. Laid the table festive-stylepies, jam and all.
“Listen, Simon,” she called him by his full name for the first time. “You cant come back here. Youll be lost. This pitll swallow you. Nothing heres changingsame estate, same people, same hopelessness. Serve out your time, then find your way in another placehead up north, find building work, whatever, just never set foot back here, got it?”
“Got it,” Simon said.
“Here,” she handed him an envelope. “Theres thirty thousand pounds in there. Everything Ive saved. Itll give you a start, if you use your loaf. And remember: you owe nobody anything. Except yourself. Be someone, Simon. Not for me, but for you.”
He wanted to refuse, wanted to say he wouldnt take her last pennies. But looking her in the eyefierce, determinedhe knew he couldnt. This was her last lesson, her last order.
He left.
And didnt come back.
Twenty years passed.
The estate had changed. The old poplars were gone, everything slabbed over for parking. The benches were now iron and uncomfortable. The block had aged, the brickwork flaked, but it still stood, stubborn as an old man with nowhere to go.
A sleek black Range Rover pulled up outside. Out stepped a mantall, broad, in a fine but discreet coat. Weatherbeaten face, calm, certain eyes.
Simon Turner. Now Mr. Simon Turner to his employees, owner of a northern construction firm. One hundred and twenty staff, three major projects underway, known as a man whose work stood the test.
Hed risen from nothing on the northern sites. Started as a labourer, became a foreman, then site manager. Studied at night, earned his degree. Saved, invested, dared. Went bust twice and picked himself up twice. The thirty thousand pounds Edith Burton gave him hed paid back long agosent her money every month, though shed scold and threaten to bin it. But she took it.
Then the payments started coming back”Addressee not found.”
He stood and stared at the fifth-floor window. Dark inside.
On the estate benches sat unfamiliar women. The old ones were gone now.
“Excuse me,” he asked one, “Do you know whos in flat forty-five now? Mrs. Edith Burton?”
The women leaned forwardafter all, a gent like him, in a car like that!
“Oh love, Mrs. Burton not well at all now,” one whispered. “Lost her memory, started rambling. Transferred her flat to supposed relatives, then they Well, took her off to some village. Jean, do you remember where?”
“Think its Pinecroft or summat,” the other replied. “Just a tumbledown cottage. Some nephew showed up, though she never had any family, weird that. Now they’re selling the flat.”
The chill crept up in Simon. He knew this trick too wellseen it plenty in the North. Find a lonely pensioner, get close, get them to sign things over, then ship them off somewhere to waste awayif not worse.
“Wheres this Pinecroft?”
“Other side of the county, twenty miles or sobad road, but youll get through.”
Simon nodded, got in the car, and sped off.
Pinecroft was a dying hamletthree roads, half the houses boarded up, roads a boggy mess from autumn rain. Fewer than a dozen old folks and a handful of families with nowhere else to go.
Locals pointed him to a shabby old bungalow. The fence had collapsed, the yard was a muddy wasteland and washing hung in the drizzle.
Simon nudged the gate; it creaked pitifully.
A bloke stepped out onto the porchunshaven, grubby vest, bleary from the bottle.
“What dyou want, mate? Lost?”
“Wheres Mrs. Edith Burton?” asked Simon.
“Who? No Edith here, mate. Off you pop.”
Simon didnt bother arguing; he simply stepped forward, grabbed the man by his vest, and shifted him aside, easy as you like. The man yelped, stumbled to the railing.
Simon went in. Sourness, damp and rot filled his nose. In the front roomdirty plates, empty cans, food crusted on the table. In the next, on an iron bed, she layshrivelled and small. Hair grey and tangled, skin sallow, dark circles under her eyes.
But it was her. His Mrs. Burton. The one who taught him to use a screwdriver and moreto believe in himself. The one who gave him her last savings and said, “Be someone.”
She opened her eyesclouded, unfocused.
“Whos there?” she croaked, her voice thin, cracked.
“Its me, Mrs. Burton. Simon. Turner. Remember? The lad who fixed your taps.”
She stared at him a long time. Blinked slowly, willing herself to focus. Then tears shone in the corners of her eyes.
“Simon” she whispered. “You came back Thought I was dreaming. Grown up so much Look at you a man.”
“A man, Mrs. Burton. Thanks to you.”
He wrapped her in a blanketshe was as light as a feather, fragilethen lifted her in his arms. Beneath the staleness he could still smell herold paper, carbolic.
“Where are we going?” she asked, afraid.
“Home. My home. Its warm there. There are books, plenty of books. Youll like it.”
On the way out, the man tried to block them.
“Oi, where you think youre taking her? Show some ID! She left me the house, I look after her!”
Simon paused. Stared levellyno anger, just cold certainty. The man went pale.
“You can tell my lawyers what she left you,” Simon said flatly. “Tell the police, tell the courts. And if it comes out you conned herand it willIll see you pay the price. Understood?”
The man nodded, head sunk into his shoulders.
It was a battle. Assessments, courts, paperwork. It took six months to prove the deeds nullsigned when Mrs. Burton couldnt possibly understand. The man was a small-time fraudster with previous. The flat went back to her. He went to open prison.
But by then, Mrs. Burton didnt need the flat.
Simon built a house. A proper timber house, on the outskirts of a northern town. Not a mansion with pillars, but a real, solid home: larch wood, big windows, and a roaring old hearth.
Mrs. Burton lived in the sunniest room on the ground floor. Finest doctors, a nurse, good food. Her colour returned, a bit of weight as well. Her memory never fully mendedshed muddle dates, forget facesbut her spirit was the same. She started reading again, behind thick-lensed specs, and scolded the cleaner for dust on the shelves.
“Whats this cobweb doing in the corner?” she would gripe. “Is this a house or a barn?”
And Simon would grin.
But he didnt stop there.
One day he came home from work not alone. Out from his car climbed a gangly young fellow. Skinny, awkward, the look of a cornered animal in his eyes. A scar on his cheek, clothes hanging off him.
“This is Ben,” Simon told Mrs. Burton, leading the lad into the lounge. “Found him on site. Nowhere to stay, grew up in care, just turned eighteen. Hands can work wonders, but his heads in the clouds.”
Mrs. Burton laid aside her book, adjusted her glasses, and scrutinised Ben up and down.
“Well dont just stand there like a statue,” she rasped, “Wash your hands and come to the table. Carbolic soap under the sink. Were having cottage pie today.”
Ben jolted, looked to Simon, who gave him a discreet nod and smile.
A month later, there was a girl in the house. Alice. Twelve years old, limped on her left leg, eyes always downcast. Simon had taken her into guardianshipher mother stripped of parental rights for drinking and violence.
The house filled up. This wasnt charity for show. It was familythe family of all the unwanted ones. The castoff, the unwanted, finding each other.
Simon watched Mrs. Burton teach Ben how to use a plane, rapping his knuckles with the same wooden ruler. Watched Alice read aloud, slow and halting but determined, curled up in the biggest chair.
“Simon!” barked Mrs. Burton. “What are you standing about for? Come help! The youngsters cant shift the dresser alone!”
“On my way,” he called.
He went to themhis odd, patched-together, complicated family. And for the first time in forty years, he felt like he truly belonged. That he had a place.
“So, Ben,” Simon asked one evening, after everyone had gone to bed. “How are you finding it here?”
Ben sat on the porch, gazing up at the endless northern stars.
“Alright, Mr. Turner. Just”
“What?”
“Its strange. Why me? Im nobody.”
Simon sat beside him, pulled an apple from his pocket and offered it.
“You know, someone once told me: ‘Only cats are “just”.'”
Ben snorted. “And whats that supposed to mean?”
“It means nothing just happens. Good or bad, theres always a reason, always a consequence. You being here isnt just chance. Me being here, neither.”
Light was glowing in Mrs. Burtons windowup reading late again, in spite of Strict doctors orders.
Simon shook his head.
“Get some rest, Ben. Long day tomorrow. Well be sorting out that fence.”
“Alright. Night, Mr. Turner.”
“Good night.”
He sat out on the porch a while, soaking in the silencereal silence. No shouting through the walls, no cursing, no fear. Just crickets and the distant hum of the motorway.
He knew he couldn’t save every stray or outcast life. But thesethese hed saved. And Mrs. Burton. And himself.
For now, that was enough.
And afterhed go on. Just as she taught him to.












