Womens Fates. Mary-Anne
When Granny Agnes passed away, a deep sadness consumed Mary-Anne. She never seemed to fit into the household, at least in her mother-in-law Ediths eyes. Too thin, not hard-working enough, and whos to say if such a scatterbrained girl will ever give you grandchildren.
Mary-Anne always bore it in silence, but when things got unbearable, shed run to her dear old granny. Granny Agnes was everything to herher father lost to the war, her mother taken by tuberculosis ten years later.
How George ever took notice of an orphan like her, only God knows. He was handsome and strong, his fathers house the pride of the county, and yethe fell for a penniless girl with neither kith nor kin. For Edith, Georges mother, Mary-Anne would always be that beggar he dragged in.
Mary-Anne tried her best to please her mother-in-law. She bustled about the house, never shied from chores, took anything in her stridestill, she was never good enough.
When George was home, it was bearable, but when he left for business in the neighbouring villages, Mary-Anne wished she could run away herself.
Keep your chin up, love, Granny Agnes would urge. All things passitll be alright sooner or later.
But now Granny was gone, and every year Ediths dislike for her daughter-in-law festered and grew.
Things hadnt gone as Edith planned. George was supposed to marry a sturdy local girl from a prosperous family. Such a match would tie two fortunes together and secure for generations. But George inherited his fathers stubborn streaka real man, a master of his house! And a master he certainly was. When his father died, George ran the estate like clockwork, even grew what his old man had left. George respected his mother but wouldnt entertain any nonsense. My words final! hed say.
Mary-Anne was his darling, his joy. From the moment he met herso delicate, with a pale face, huge blue eyes and an upturned nosehe was lost. He would have given her all the wealth in England. But it wasnt the wealth that won her heart; all she saw in George was a good soul, honest and true. She loved him fiercely.
Shed heard the gossips about his motherher greed, her tonguebut knowing George would stand up for her, Mary-Anne agreed to the match.
She moved into his house and put up with all Ediths barbs. When the pressure got too much and the tears began to fall, Mary-Anne would run to Granny Agnesin that warm kitchen, sitting at Agness feet, laying her head in the old womans lap, shed weep like a scolded pup. Agness fingers would run gently through her hair, her soft palms stroking her head, whispering prayers and pleas for the orphans deliverance.
An hour there, and Mary-Anne felt the cloud lift, hope returning.
Now there was no one to run to. Her only true friend laid to restjust went to sleep and slipped away, quietly, painlessly. Mary-Anne wept until there were no tears left, feeling utterly alone in the world.
They say time heals, but Mary-Anne knew better. Old wounds would ache, and shed remember Agness kind hands and weep all over again.
At home, tensions grew. Edith pestered and tormented her endlesslyThree years living here for nothing, and still no grandchildren! shed mutter. To Mary-Anne, who feared this subject more than hell itself, it was unbearable. She knew Edith whispered to George that she was barren, that hed never have children with her.
Though George ignored it, village tongues wagGeorge and his line will share a grave, doomed to fade away, they said.
At least, when George came home to Mary-Anne, it all melted away. He cherished her, ready to carry her in his arms at the first sign of sorrow.
Perhaps the Lord heard Mary-Annes prayers, or perhaps true love worked its own magic, for at last, she conceived.
Ediths anger knew no bounds, but Georges love for his wife only deepened.
Edith circled the house like a vulture, waiting for Mary-Anne to stop working so she could swoop in. Sat lazing about, have you? Think because youre with child theres nothing you have to do? shed sneer whenever she found Mary-Anne on the bench.
Mary-Anne would stammer, Just here for a moment, Ive been up and about since dawn.
Edith would scowl, Up and about? Weve no servants here! And youre no lady, so theres water to fetch and all the pails empty. If youre that frail, pack up and go! My George needs a proper wife, not an invalid!
Without a word, Mary-Anne would collect the yoke and buckets for the well. Hauling the heavy pails home, old villagers would watch over their fences, shaking their heads, Ediths got worse, poor lassheavy with child and not an ounce of mercy from her.
When her baby arrived, it brought no joylittle Edward was born frail and weak. Hed sometimes go blue and stop breathing, turning as limp as a doll.
Like mother, like sonutterly weak, Edith spat, barely looking at the child.
How can you, Mother? Mary-Anne would plead through tears. Hes your own flesh and blood, Georges heirsurely you cant speak like that?
Lets see if he lives long enough to inherit! Edith would reply, her tone almost gleeful. Best ready the small coffin, just in case.
Mary-Anne sobbed herself hoarse but Edith only stung her more. If the boy dies, maybe George will finally tire of you and I can find him a good, sturdy wife with rosy cheeks!
When George came in from the fields, he let Mary-Anne rest, cradling his tiny sonbarely larger than his great hand. And the babe, as if sensing protection, would snuggle and purse his lips contentedly.
So what if hes sickly? Hell find his strength, just you wait, George thought, hope alive in his heart.
Edward was christened in the village church. Life might have settled quietly, but the baby failed to thrive.
One day, George had to leavebusiness downriver, a good weeks journey.
Its a long road, love. Take care of yourself and Edward. Dont listen to mum, promise me…
But Edith, left unchecked, made Mary-Annes life a misery. No chance for rest or care of the childfetch water, split kindling, tend the cattlenever a moment to herself. At night, young Edward wailed, sleepless and sickly, and Mary-Anne would rise before dawn to tend to chores. She was running herself into the ground, and her child with her.
Autumn settled in with mist and chill. George was due home, but there was no sign of him.
One can hardly blame him, Edith remarked drily. Whod want to come home to the sickly? Hes probably found a livelier, prettier girl elsewhere.
Those words, once out, burrowed deep. What if Edith was right? Mary-Anne began to despair.
Edith sensed shed hit a nerve and twisted the knife daily.
Dont you care about George, Mary-Anne? The boys not long for this world, and youre both wallowing in misery. Maybe its time you let him go.
But where would I go, Mother? Winters nearly here, and Edwards frailhe could sicken and die, Mary-Anne answered softly.
And if he does? Little difference. Hes hardly lived. God will take him, and George can start a real family, with healthy children.
Mary-Anne stared in disbeliefwhat sort of mother could say such things? Surely Edith must know how much that hurt. Didnt she care at all?
As if in answer, Edward started to wail, went blue, and lay still, limp in her arms.
Think about it, Mary-Anne. No one builds happiness on anothers suffering, Edith said coolly, leaving her alone with her grief.
Half a month passed. The first snow dusted the ground; icy winds whipped the heath. Exhausted, Mary-Anne began to talk back at last, finally tired of Ediths constant cruelties. But what good was resistance, when she didnt own the house or feel her husbands warmth? Ediths words haunted her: George has left you, he doesnt need you anymore. There was no word from George, and not even her aching, tired soul could imagine something might have happened to him. Ediths poison worked too wellMary-Anne only blamed herself for his absence.
Neither living nor letting her husband live, Edith would mutter under her breath, never missing a chance to twist the dagger.
That was the final straw.
Mary-Anne quietly packed her few belongings, wrapped fragile Edward tightly against the cold, and slipped out the door.
Edith stood frozen at the window, careful not to frighten away what shed wished for. She wasnt worried for her sonshed heard the news from town a month earlier: George had survived a highway robbery but was recovering in hospital. She saw no reason for Mary-Anne to know. And when George returned, Edith would tell him that Edward had died and his wife, driven mad by grief, had left into the night. As luck would have it, Mary-Anne left after dusknone of the neighbours would know what really happened.
The next morning, Edith herself spread word that Mary-Anne had lost her wits when the baby died, taking his body and vanishing into the dark. She wept for all to see, telling everyone shed pleaded with her daughter-in-law to stay, but the poor thing must have lost her mind.
The villagers gossiped for a few days, then the story fadedwinter kept everyone inside, and soon nobody spoke of it.
***
Mary-Anne walked for miles along the edge of the woods and across fields, scared for herself but more so for her son. By dawn, roofs of another village appeared on the horizon.
She had no hope anyone would take her in. Perhaps, she thought, someone would offer a bit of bread, let her warm the child for an hour by the fire.
Chimneys smoked with thick white plumes, but the streets were emptyno summer bustle here, and in the cold, few even fetched water from the well.
Mary-Anne walked the empty lane, too ashamed to knock on a door, and sat on a bench by the well to rest.
A tall, broad woman approached with buckets, cheeks rosy from the wind. She looked down at Mary-Anne, who shrank from her gaze.
The woman filled her buckets, then asked, Whose are you, then? You look frozen bluelost, are you?
Ive got no one, Mary-Anne replied quietly. Im just passing through, headed to the next village. She lied.
Who do you have there? the woman squinted. Family?
My father. Mary-Anne lied again.
In weather like this, theyd give even a dog shelter. And you, with a baby, were sent on your way?
Mary-Anne couldnt contain it any longershe burst into sobs, icy hands covering her face.
Up you get, come with me, the woman commanded, helping Mary-Anne from the bench and abandoning her buckets for now.
They stepped inside a warm cottage, fire crackling in the hearth, the room filled with the smell of herbs. Mary-Anne all but collapsed onto a bench by the oven, suddenly realising just how worn she was.
The woman helped her remove her coat, gently lifting the baby from her arms.
Im Alice, she said, unwrapping the babys worn blankets. Good heavenshes tiny! Is he christened?
Yes, hes christened. Hes Edward, Mary-Anne murmured before fainting.
When she woke, Mary-Anne didnt know how long shed been unconscious. Opening her eyes, she found herself in a strange bed, wrapped in warm blankets. The cottage was quiet. Panic seized her when she realised Edward was not thereshe rushed round the tiny house, but neither woman nor child was to be found. Terror overtook her, and she grabbed a coat, preparing to fleejust as Alice blew in with the icy wind.
Awake now? Alice asked. Where do you think youre going?
Wheres my son? Mary-Anne gasped.
Dont fret, you silly thing. Youve been unconscious three days, babbling nonsense. Tell me how you came here. Edwards fineI took him to my mother in the woods for some old-fashioned care.
Why? Mary-Anne said weakly, fearing the worst.
For his health, replied Alice. Now, lets hear your story. Start at the beginning.
They sat at the kitchen table, Alice pouring her a hot herbal draught.
Mary-Anne told her everythingher love for George, the torment of her mother-in-law, her sickly child, and all the pain shed endured.
Alice listened silently. The Lord works in mysterious ways, she said at last. Dont worry nowEdward will recover, and fortune has brought you to me. Your troubles arent over, but hold onto your lightso long as you keep hope, youll find the path out of any darkness.
I need to see my son, Aunt Alice, Mary-Anne pleaded.
Ill take you, but well return aloneyou cant bring him back just yet, Alice replied.
Why are you frightening mehow could I leave my son behind? Mary-Anne cried.
Get dressed, girl. Youll understand.
They set out into the woods, Alice explaining as they made their way through the trees, It was fate met you at the well. Usually, my mother and I are deep in the woods all winter, and I only return to the village come springbut something called me home that day. Providence!
Mary-Anne listened, confused, heart pounding.
The trees finally opened onto a small clearing with a simple cottage in the middle.
Alice let Mary-Anne inside. It was ordinary enougha narrow hall, two rooms, a tiny kitchen.
A frail old woman appeared in the doorway. Come in, dear, have a look at your little onebut dont wake him, she said warmly.
In the corner, just as the old woman had pointed, a cradle hung. Inside, Edward slept, already looking pinker and plumper than ever he had at home.
He is pinker, isnt he? the old woman chuckled, as if reading Mary-Annes thoughts. Sit down and listen. Names Granny Ada. Folk round here call me a witchso I keep out of sight in the woods.
Mary-Annes eyes widened, but Granny Ada waved her off. Dont worry. Churchgoers can be crueleryour mother-in-laws more witch than me, and shes always in church.
The wise woman seemed to know all about Mary-Annes past. Do you know why your boy is sickly, why he keeps choking?
Mary-Anne shook her head.
Its your own doingdont panic now! You shouldnt wander graveyards while expecting. All those trips to your grannys burialwell, you picked up a restless spirit. When you gave birth, the spirit turned to easier prey. Its sucking the life from Edward.
Mary-Anne blanched and nearly collapsed, but Granny Ada soothed her, All is not lostleave Edward with me a few days, and Ill have him right as rain.
She laid her hands on Mary-Anne, brushing her hair, and suddenly all the sorrow liftedas if she were safe in her own grannys lap again.
Come on, lass, Alice said gently. Lets go back to the house.
And so the days passed, Mary-Anne minding the chores and tending to Alices hearth. After a week, Granny Ada sent wordEdward was healthy as a cherub, arms reaching out for his mother. Mary-Anne wept tears of relief and gratitude.
One evening Mary-Anne asked, Aunt Alice, why does Granny Ada live in the woods? Good healers are rare as gold in these parts.
It goes back years, Alice told her. Mother was young and helped everyone, never asking a penny in return. But peoplethey can turn on you in an instant. One season, several babies diedfolk whispered Mother was to blame. Someone remembered shed visited the mothers. When I was born later, they said it was envy, or the evil eye. The villagers came with torches. It was only Father who calmed them.
It turned out, those women were older, the children weakjust bad luck. The doctor said the same. After that, Mother withdrewshed cure children, but adults werent allowed. They even built her this little house out here. Now, if a childs sick, the parents leave them at her door and wait. Three days later, if Granny brings out the child, it livesif not, well, the sickness was too great.
Mary-Anne nodded, understanding the quiet wisdom in Alices tale.
Time passed, and news reached the old village: George was returning at last. He rushed straight into the room hed shared with his wifeonly to find it cold and empty.
Im sorry, my boy, Edith wailed. I couldnt save your Mary-Anne or your son. The baby died, and she lost her mindran into the night with him. I searched high and low, but she vanished!
George listened numbly, the word vanished echoing in his head.
***
Enough now, George, Edith fussed, entering his room. You cant go on like this! Life must carry on. But George was crushed, barely noticing the world. Winter drifted past in a fog and, though he seemed to wake with the spring, the wound in his heart never healed.
Edith tried all she couldurging him toward marriage, bringing girls to visit. But one day, at the mention of wives and children, George snapped and shouted her from the room.
If I couldnt protect one, dont dare suggest another. Dont mention marriage to me ever again!
And so, days drifted by like stale porridge. George spoke to no one, buried himself in work by day, shut himself in by night. Years passed; Edith grew old and sick with guilt. Try as he might, George couldnt banish his grief.
By late summer, Edith passed away, still unable to confess to her son what had really happened that autumn night.
George was truly alone. By day he busied himself, but as night fell, black thoughts crept in. Eventually, he decidedthere was no reason left to live. When forty days had passed since his mothers death, he would set his house in order, and then follow her into the darkness.
***
In a dusky corner of Granny Adas cottage, a shadow hovereda tormented presence neither quite alive nor truly at rest.
Well, what do you want now? Ada grumbled. You didnt have any conscience in life, so why bother me after death?
The shadow wept softly.
No wish to speak, have you? Ada went on. Youve brewed your own messnow you can stew in it!
Hell never see… the shadow whispered.
Too rightI know he wont. Hes no seerpoor souls suffered enough.
Not for myself… the shadow moaned.
Too late for that now! Ada snorted. Should have thought of that when you had the chance. Show me, then.
The shadow enveloped Granny Ada, images swam before her eyes: George, bleak and blank, standing on the edge of a bog, devilish spirits hovering behind, waiting for another lost soul.
***
One quiet day, Alice said, Mary-Anne, how about we gather cranberries tomorrow? Theyll make a tonic for the children.
Ill go! Anything for the little ones, Mary-Anne smiled, glancing at Edward playing on the floor.
If you could watch him while Im out in the morninghes all the joy I have.
No trouble at all, Alice replied, hugging Edward close. God didnt see fit to give me children, but I feel blessed to have you both here.
If not for you, Auntie Alice, I couldnt have carried on, Mary-Anne said, voice tight with gratitude. Youre like a mother to me.
***
On the fortieth day, after the rituals and a visit to the graveyard, the villager mourners drifted away. As evening drew in, George slipped quietly from his home and walked wordlessly into the ancient woods. He wandered deeper, memories spinning in his mind: his lost Mary-Anne, little Edward, his stern, departed father. No light left, he told himself. Better to end it all.
Reaching the edge of the bog, he let the dank earth seep over his boots and began to sinkthe cold, yielding mud clutching at his legs. George made no effort to fight.
Suddenly, a soft voice began to sing through the trees. Familiar, clear, and growing nearer. A white figure flickered through the bircha shape he knew better than himself.
Mary-Anne, he whispered, Im coming to you, love.
The singing stopped. The figure stilled.
George? A cry from across the bogand there was Mary-Anne, blinking in disbelief, her husband half-submerged in the mire.
He couldnt speak. A ghost, he thought, Come to meet me after death.
But Mary-Anne called out, No, George! Im alivewere both alive!
He froze. Alive, he whispered, before struggling to pull himself from the clinging mud. It wasnt easythe bog wanted to claim him, but with Mary-Annes desperate help, dragging branches and tearing her own hands, he finally scrambled free.
He caught her in his arms, covering her muddy face with kisses. Tears and laughter mixed togetherafter so much darkness, they were together again.
***
Discovering Mary-Anne was alive and their Edward thriving almost drove George mad with joy. He swept into the cottage and gathered his son up, sobbingAlice calmed him with her herbal tea.
Much was saidold woes and new found hopes. George never let go of Mary-Annes hand.
She told him all about her suffering, that cold unliving griefbut with every day, the pain faded. As long as there was love and care, the worst memory couldnt return.
George decided he would never return to his old home. Gradually, he moved his estate and business to the village that had become their real home.
Mary-Anne, George and Edward stayed with Aunt Alice, not blood, but truer family than any.
***
The old grave overgrew with weeds, and its memory faded. No one knows if the restless soul found peace or not, after bringing so much sorrow through greed and spite. But for Mary-Anne and George, life blossomed anew, in a new home, surrounded by kindness, and finally, love.












