The Road to Becoming Human
Matthew sat behind the wheel of his brand-spanking-new car the very one hed been daydreaming about for two years. Hed diligently saved every penny, denied himself little luxuries, and finally, the moment had arrived to revel in his triumph. The dashboard glowed softly in the evening half-light, casting a warm, inviting hue over the interior, while the steering wheel sat there with the silent patience of a loyal spaniel, eager for the touch of his hands.
Matthew ran his palm along the cool, smooth wheel, grinning like a schoolboy with a fresh pack of stickers. This wasnt merely a vehicle this was the embodiment of relentless effort and stubborn hope. He flicked on the radio, instantly bathing the car in a bouncy, cheerful pop tune. Almost against his will, Matthew started to hum along, and his fingers drummed out the beat on the leather. In that moment, life was good. Really, properly good.
He was headed home, where his mates were waiting. Theyd planned a small get-together a bit of a knees-up to toast his shiny purchase. In his mind, Matthew ran through the stories hed share: every pound scrimped, every extra shift pulled at the weekends, the countless times hed walked straight past the coffee shop and ignored the siren call of new trainers. But for now, all that felt miles away unimportant, even. Right now, he just wanted to savour the drive, feel the power at his fingertips, and bask in the knowledge that his dream had, quite simply, come true.
The road wound its way through a sleepy suburban patch. Houses lined up obediently, their windows glowing with the promise of warmth and hot tea. Lamp posts cast honeyed circles of light that twisted into odd shapes across the tarmac. The few people out and about scuttled along, cocooned in coats and scarves the evening had an unmistakable English chill. Matthew eased his speed, eyes flicking over the quiet crossroads, careful as ever.
Then, without warning as if the universe had suddenly decided to play a prank a child darted out right in front of him. Matthew didnt even have time for a proper Oh no before his instincts kicked in. His foot slammed the brake; the car juddered violently, the tyres shrieked an indignant protest and scribbled black marks along the road. Time stretched on forever but the car stopped just a hairs breadth from the boy.
Matthews heart thundered like a runaway bass drum, sweat stung his eyes, and his ears rang so loud he wondered if tinnitus was now part of his life. He gulped for air, hands shaking on the wheel, and only now truly realised how close disaster had come. One more split second and this would be a completely different story.
Hed almost run over a child
Matthew sat motionless, struggling to catch his breath. His heart hadnt so much as slipped into his throat as set up camp there, and the blood pounding in his temples so hard it made his skin throb. Clenching his fists to get some grip on himself, a mantra repeated in his head: Its fine. Its fine. But aside from the shock, a sharp anger was already building up, desperate for an outlet.
He yanked the door open and scrambled out, legs slightly wobbly beneath him, and marched towards the boy, who hovered nearby, hunched with his head down. Matthew seized his shoulders, not even realising he had such a vice-like grip.
What the bloody hell do you think youre doing? he hissed. Hed meant to keep his temper in check, but his voice went wobbly anyway. Have you got a death wish? There are easier ways, you know!
The boy didn’t struggle. He just stared at his shoes, and whispered so quietly Matthew had to strain to hear, I didnt mean to just
Just?! Matthews hands tightened, then he immediately loosened his grip when the boy flinched. If you dont care about yourself, think of your mum! How do you suppose shed feel if anything happened to you? I might not have stopped in time!
In Matthews voice there was not just anger, but terror the same frozen, gut-churning fear hed felt at the wheel. The full horror of what couldve been hit him like a wave all over again.
The boy sniffled and tears sprang to his eyes, tracing silent soggy tracks down his red cheeks. He looked up at Matthew, panic and confusion swimming behind his watery lashes, and in that moment, Matthews anger fizzled out a little, replaced by something closer to worry.
Please helpplease the boy quavered. My brothers really ill, and no one would stop. I had to run onto the road.
Matthew froze. Fury dissolved, replaced with embarrassment and guilt and general cluelessness. He examined the boy skinny, face blotchy with tears and shivering in the cold and finally saw not a troublemaker, but a scared child, desperate to help his brother.
Did you say your brothers ill? Matthew asked as calmly as possible, though his insides twisted with dread. He peered into the boys face, searching for any hint this could be a fib, but saw only raw, genuine fright. Where is he?
Over there, the boy pointed with a trembling hand across the street towards the nearby park. He just collapsed and said it hurt so much
Matthew barely thought about leaving his precious new car unattended. He slammed the door, pressed the key fob for the alarm, and hurried after the boy, each stride echoing with more and more frantic questions: How bad is it? What if he needs help this very minute? The worry prodded him onwards.
As they crossed the street, Matthew upped his pace to keep the child in sight. The boy, looking over his shoulder every few steps to check Matthew was following, scurried ahead.
Where are your parents? Matthew asked, trying to sound casual, though his voice came out weirdly high-pitched. Shouldnt you be with them? Not the safest spot for two kids.
Theyre both at work, the boy shrugged, barely breaking stride. Mums picking up extra hours so we can manage.
Matthew nodded, a knot forming in his chest. He knew what it was to work every hour under the sun, scraping together every pound, but leaving kids alone That unsettled him.
So its just you two then? Whats your name, by the way? Matthew pressed, gently.
Im Ben, the boy tossed over his shoulder, his eyes still glassy with tears, but there was a flicker of pride in his voice. Grans supposed to look after us, but shes not too well these days, cant really walk far. Were big enough to manage mostly.
Theyd reached the park. Ben veered off down a winding footpath, Matthew on his heels, the sense of unease growing with each step. Under a sprawling oak tree, a small crumpled figure lay in the grass.
Matthew sighed, memories of his own childhood surfacing uninvited. His family had always been close, parents present for every wobbly moment, dinners together, weekends of board games and muddy walks outside. He couldnt quite fathom the idea of young children fending for themselves, even for a bit. But that wasnt relevant right now. These boys needed help, not a lecture.
They hurried deeper into the park, where golden sunlight poked through thinning leaves, scattering intricate shadows on the ground. It was mostly deserted in their quiet corner. On a battered wooden bench, a younger boy six or so, by the look of him was curled up, deathly pale, biting his lip and clutching his belly.
There he is! Jamie, you alright? Ben rushed over, his voice quivering with worry, carefully touching his brothers shoulder as if afraid of making things worse.
Matthew knelt without thinking, ignoring the cold, wet grass soaking his jeans. He was totally focused on the child.
Wheres it hurting? he coaxed gently, doing his best to sound calm and grown-up. He looked Jamie in the eyes, hoping for even a flicker of reassurance, but saw only pain and terror.
My tummy, Jamie whispered, grimacing. His voice was so faint Matthew had to lean in. It really hurts
Matthew felt his own stomach twist. He wasnt a doctor, wasnt even especially medically minded, but this was not something a plaster and a cuddle would sort. The boy needed proper attention, and an ambulance well, best not to count on one arriving before Christmas.
Right, lets get you to A&E, Matthew announced firmly, picking Jamie up as carefully as if he were cradling a basket of eggs. Jamie squeaked in pain, but didnt fight him whatever was wrong, protesting took too much effort.
Ben, can you ring your parents? Matthew asked as they hurried back towards his vehicle.
I left my phone at home, Ben admitted, fiddling anxiously with the hem of his jacket. But my aunt works at the hospital she can call my mum!
Well, silver linings, Matthew said, allowing himself a tiny sigh of relief. At least someone responsible would be kept in the loop.
He got Jamie to the car, settled him gently on the back seat and carefully clipped his seatbelt. Jamie just let out a little whoosh, saying nothing. Ben scrambled in beside his brother without needing to be told, instantly grabbed Jamies hand and squeezed like he could will him back to health. Seeing Jamie visibly relax at his touch, Matthew silently applauded Bens instincts.
Matthew started the engine and flicked on the heater it was chilly and both boys were shivering after their time outside. He checked the mirrors, set his jaw, and pulled away gently, aiming the car towards A&E.
He tried not to look too much in the mirror didnt want either boy clocking just how on edge he was but his eyes kept slipping back. Jamie pressed as close as possible to Ben, lids drooping, his skin still ghostly pale. Ben murmured reassurances, stroking his brothers hand.
To break the heavy tension, Matthew tuned the radio to a quiet easy-listening station gentle guitar and piano, nothing jarring. Just enough noise to make the ride seem less funereal.
How are you doing, Jamie? Matthew asked over his shoulder, keeping his voice even. Hang in there, not long now.
Alright Jamie managed, voice paper-thin, but it didn’t sound quite as pained as before.
Good lad, Matthew commended him. Well be there in no time.
Ben whispered something else, drawing a weak smile from Jamie. That small moment of comfort made Matthews own nerves settle a notch.
You did well, Ben, Matthew said as the garish hospital lights finally came into view. Neons bounced off the windscreen, the road veering right towards A&Es big doors. You really kept your cool, helped your brother. Lets make a deal though He switched off the engine and swivelled to face Ben, the soft interior light flickering over the boys flushed, anxious face. No more running into streets, okay? You couldve been hit that wouldnt have helped your brother a bit, would it?
Ben nodded, silent tears rolling again this time from realisation, not pure fear.
I promise, he choked out, fists scrunching at his jacket.
Matthew smiled, squeezed Bens shoulder warmly. Thats the way. Come on, lets see to Jamie.
Matthew helped carry Jamie into Reception. Each time Jamie whimpered with pain, he felt it like a cold shiver in his own gut, but Jamie gritted his teeth, peering anxiously at Ben. At the doors, a brisk nurse in NHS blue clocked the situation and swept Jamie away for urgent attention.
Ben sunk onto a hard plastic bench in the corridor, fists balled so tightly his knuckles turned white. Matthew paced back and forth, keeping half an eye on the doors behind which Jamie had disappeared.
After half an hour, a flustered woman dashed through the A&E doors, hair everywhere, panic written plain across her face. Spotting Ben, she cried, Ben, darling!
Ben shot up and ran into her arms. He clung to her coat, shaking all over, while she hugged him to her as if she could shield him from all the worlds ills.
Mum! Ben blurted, trembling. Jamies so ill, I didnt know what to do I just wanted to help, but
You did your best, love, Im here now, its okay, she murmured, smoothing his hair and keeping her own voice steady with some effort. Well get through this. Wheres Jamie?
Hes being seen by the doctors, Matthew said, stepping closer. I picked them up on the street. Ben ran into the road right in front of my car.
The woman spun to him, equal parts gratitude and fear on her face.
Thank you I dont even know how to thank you. My husband and I work all hours, Gran usually helps out, but today she was poorly and I didnt think theyd go out alone
What matters is Jamie, Matthew cut in gently. Hes in good hands now. Lets just wait and see what the doctors say.
She nodded and manoeuvred Ben onto the bench beside her, never letting go. The three of them sat in silence, each preoccupied, but at least now they waited together. She cradled Ben, fingers weaving through his hair as she whispered, Itll be alright. Im here. I promise.
Ben squashed closer, nose buried in her scarf. Hed stopped crying but still shivered from the cold or from everything that had just happened.
Matthew hung back, giving them space, but he couldnt quite make himself leave until he was sure Jamie would be alright. Now that the white-hot panic had faded, he felt only tired the sort of bone-deep fatigue that usually arrived at the end of an especially challenging day and a gentle happiness that hed actually helped.
The boys mum, noticing him, reached over and grasped his hand in hers. She smiled shakily gratitude shining through exhaustion and anxiety.
Did you help them? she asked, soft as a lullaby.
I did, Matthew confirmed, careful and quiet. I saw Ben run out. Nearly missed him, to be honest. When he told me about Jamie, we rushed them straight here.
He kept the gory details to himself; no need to scare anyone further. The important bit was settled.
Thank you. Not everyone would have stopped, she said, squeezing his hand. These days, most people just keep driving, pretend they didnt see. You didnt.
Dont mention it, Matthew smiled. The warmth of her gratitude seeped into him, and he realised he hadnt felt this good in years. The important thing is Jamie.
She nodded and after a moment, bustled to speak to the nurse just as the doctor emerged with news. Matthew saw her face slacken with relief and the first ghost of a real smile flicker there. Jamie was in good hands; things looked better.
Quietly, he slipped out. The hospital doors swished shut behind him, cool night air wrapping around his shoulders. Matthew took a few slow steps and looked back at the glaring hospital lights, then drew a big gulp of air, letting his lungs fill with springy night and gratitude. He made for his car, a new lightness in his step.
Out on the street, the chill bit in earnest. Matthew zipped up his coat, phone in hand, thumb hovering over his mates number. He was going to ring and cancel the party, explain hed had a bit of an adventure, but then thought better of it.
Instead he stood there, hand slack at his side, gazing up at the English sky night-black and sprinkled with cold, sharp stars. The universe looked on, calm and distant as ever. He breathed deeply, letting it all soak in. The images swirled in his head: Bens terrified face, Jamies drawn features on the park bench, their mums wild, desperate dash across the hospital floor.
Today, I made a difference, he realised, and that thought burned warm, better than any celebration. And though it had all happened by chance just coming home, just seeing a boy in the road, just refusing to look away in the end, it meant more than he could ever have guessed. You never know maybe someone will help me out one day too he thought, and found he believed it.
He tucked his phone away, breathed again, and got back in the car. Turned the key in the ignition with a satisfyingly familiar click, and waited as the heater hummed to life. The quiet whirr of the engine soothed him, rekindling the gentle rhythm of everyday life.
Matthew pulled out from the hospital, driving slowly, eyes glued to the road. His mind wandered back to Ben and Jamie how they were now, what the doctor had said, if their mum had finally relaxed. He imagined them all together, waiting for news, holding hands, clinging to hope. He knew this day, whatever happened, would never be forgotten not by them, and not by him.
He thought of his own childhood, of the constancy of loving parents, and realised not every child was so lucky. Sometimes just showing up, just caring, could mean everything. You didnt have to be a hero sometimes not walking past was enough.
The party could wait. Matthew felt no regret. If anything, he was quietly proud. The real value of the day wasnt the new car or the postponed celebration, but that for once, hed been the one who made a difference. And that was worth more to him than any present or party.
As he drove through the lamplit streets, past late-night shops and familiar houses, Matthew realised life would go on and thered always be room in it for small, essential acts of kindness.












