I agreed to look after my best friends child, having no idea he was actually my husbands son.
Four years ago, my best mate found herself pregnant. Back then, my life was pretty settledmarried, steady job, a comfortable home. But she was alone, without a partner or any real support. One evening, she rang me in tears, completely lost about what to do with her baby. She needed to get back to work, and didnt have anyone else to leave him with. She asked me ever so desperately for help, saying:
Youre the only person I can really trust.
I didnt think twice before saying yes. She was my closest friend, and wed been through thick and thin together.
At first, her little boy only stayed with me for a couple of hours here and there. Then, gradually, he started spending entire days at mine. I was the one bathing him, feeding him, soothing him to sleep in my arms. My husband was always around, too. Hed play with the boy, carry him about, buy him little toys and treats. To me, it all just seemed incredibly sweet and perfectly normal.
My friend would visit us at home fairly oftensometimes joining us for lunch. There were occasions where Id chat with my husband in the kitchen while she popped up to our bedroom for a moment. None of it ever struck me as odd. I trusted them both completely. Not for a second did it cross my mind that anything could be wrong.
Looking back now, I realise there were plenty of signs that I completely ignored. The boy looked so much like my husbandthe same shaped nose, the matching grin. I told myself I was just imagining things. One day, as he was playing, he accidentally called me Mummy. My friend just laughed it off, saying it was natural, that kids always get confused sometimes. I laughed along as well, pushing away any nagging thoughts.
Everything fell apart when the little one became really ill one day and ran a high fever. My friend was out of town and wouldnt answer her mobile. Terrified, I rushed him to hospital. My husband came along with us. At reception, the nurse needed the fathers details. Though no one actually asked him straight out, my husband gave his full name without hesitation.
In that moment, I saw it all so clearly. Quietly, I asked him:
Why did you say that?
He replied, I dont know I panicked.
But the look on his face told a different story.
After leaving A&E, we got to the car park and I finally confronted him:
Is that boy your son?
At first, he denied it, insisting I was losing my mind, how could I possibly think such a thing? But I pressed him, again and again. Eventually, he fell silent, staring at the ground. It was all the answer I needed.
That evening, I phoned my friend and asked her to come over. When she arrived, I came right out with it:
Is your child my husbands?
She broke down in tears and finally admitted, Yes. She told me:
I never meant to hurt you.
All I could say was, You left me to raise your child without telling me the truth.
She confessed that after she found out she was pregnant, my husband pleaded with her to keep it secret. He promised hed take responsibility, but only if I was kept in the dark. And thats exactly what happened. The child was in my house. I was the one looking after him, paying for everything, holding him close, rocking him to sleep.
That night, all the pieces finally clicked into place. Why her son spent so much time with us, why my husband never minded helping, why my friend always trusted me so fully. Id unwittingly become the carer, the babysitter, almost the mother, to my husbands other child.
Something inside me just broke.
Within the week, I ended my marriage. I lost my best friend as well. There was simply no way back from that.
I know the childs innocent in all of thisI do. But I couldnt bear to see him anymore. Now, I live quietly in my own house, free from the people who betrayed me.












