Oh, lass, youre wasting your greetings on himhell never marry.
Martha had only just turned sixteen when her mother passed away. Her father had gone off to London for work seven years ago and simply vanishedno letters, no pounds sent home.
Nearly everyone in the village turned out for the funeral, helping as best they could: casseroles, spare hands, kind words. Aunt MaryMarthas godmothercame by often, reminding her about washing, cooking, lifes little tasks. She finished at the village school and got herself a job at the post office in the next village over.
Martha was a sturdy girl, the sort the old folks called apple-cheeked. Her face was round and rosy, her nose buttonlike, but her grey eyes sparkled. Thick, sandy braid trailing down her back.
The handsomest lad in the village was Nicholas. Hed been home from the army for two years, and the girls hadnt given him a moments peace. Even the London girls who visited in summer tried to catch his eye.
He ought not be driving tractors in the countryside, but strutting in West End films, the old ladies joked. Nicholas hadnt settled down yet, hadnt bothered searching for a bride.
One day, Aunt Mary appeared at his door and asked him to help Martha mend her fenceit was listing by the lane. Without a man around, it was hard to get by. Martha could manage the veg patch, but the house was another story.
He didnt argue. He turned up, inspected the fence, and started barking orders: fetch this, nip over there, bring that, hand it here. Martha always hurried to do what he asked, cheeks flaming, her plait swishing furiously.
When he tired, shed feed him rich beef stew and brew strong tea. Martha watched, enchanted, as he bit into the dense brown bread with his straight white teeth.
Nicholas worked on the fence for three days, but on the fourth, he simply dropped by for a visit. Martha fed him dinner, one word led to another, and he spent the night. After that, it became habithe left before sunrise so no one would see. But, in a village, secrets stay hidden no longer than the mist.
Oh, lass, youre smiling for nothinghell never wed you. And if he does, youll have no end of heartache. Just wait till the city girls arrive for summerwhat then? Jealousy will eat you up. Hes not the type for you, Aunt Mary said, shaking her head.
But youth in love never heeds wisdom.
Soon she realised she was expecting. At first, she thought shed caught a chill or eaten something offweakness, nausea rolling over her. Then, the realisation struck as if someone had rung the church bell in her skullshe was carrying Nicholas child.
Sinful thoughts cameshe was far too young for motherhood. But then she reckoned it was better than living alone. Her mother had raised her; surely she could do the same. Her father hadnt been any use, rarely sober. Folk would talk, then settle.
Come spring, Martha shed her winter coat, and her swelling belly became the villages silent news. Their heads shookpoor Martha, what trouble shes gotten into. Nicholas turned up, looking worried, asking what shed do.
What else? Ill have it. Dont fret, Ill raise the child myself. Go about your life, she said, puttering at the stove as the flashes of fire danced over her cheeks and eyes.
Nicholas admired her, but left. Shed made her choice as easily as rain runs from a ducks back. Then summer came and sleek city girls arrived; Nicholas visits ceased.
Martha kept busy with her vegetables; Aunt Mary lent a hand weeding. It was hard to bend with her belly. She toted water in half-buckets from the well. The village women predicted a strapping boy.
Whoever God gives, Martha laughed.
One morning in mid-September, she woke to stabbing pain, like her middle was being split open. The pain faded, returned again. She rushed to Aunt Mary, who understood in a glance.
Is it time? Sit stillIll sort it, she cried, bolting out the door.
She dashed to Nicholas. His lorry stood outside, daffodil yellow and splattered with mud. Holidaymakers had all gone home. Nicholas, of course, had drunk himself silly the previous night.
Aunt Mary shook him awake. He blinked in confusion, grasping at reality, and when he understood, he cried:
Its six miles to the hospital! By the time the doctor comes and goes, shell have the child in the hedgerow. Ill drive her myself. Get her ready!
In the lorry? Youll shake her to bits, and the baby will tumble out on a bump, Mary wailed.
Then come with us, just in case, Nicholas declared.
He crept along two miles of rutted road, swerving round one pothole only to careen into another. Aunt Mary crouched on a sack in the back. When they reached tarmac, he sped up.
Martha writhed on the passenger seat, biting her lip, clutching her belly. Nicholas sobered up within minutes. Glancing sideways, he saw Martha pale and defiant, his knuckles whitening on the wheel, mind whirring.
They reached the hospital in time. Martha stayed; he and Mary rode home. Mary scolded Nicholas grimly all the way:
Look what youve done, ruining a young girls life! Shes got no parents, still a child herself, and now saddled with trouble. How will she cope?
They hadnt reached the village before Martha was mother to a hefty baby boy. The next morning, she was handed him for a feedshe didnt know how to hold him or guide him to her breast.
She stared at the tiny, red, scrunched-up face, doing what she was told, lip chewed in worry. Her heart, meanwhile, fluttered with wild joy. She blew gently on the fuzzy brow, wonderstruck.
Will anyone fetch you home? asked the stern, grey-haired doctor at discharge.
Martha shook her head.
Doubt it.
The doctor sighed and left. The matron wrapped her baby in a hospital blanket, strict about its return.
Fredll drive you home in the hospital car. You cant ride the bus with a baby, the nurse said, reproachful.
Martha thanked her, walking down the corridor, head low, cheeks scarlet. She rode home, clutching her son, fretting about how theyd manage.
Maternity pay was barely enough to keep the kettle warm. She pitied herself and her innocent boy. One look at his wrinkled sleeping face, and her heart flooded with tenderness, pushing aside the dark thoughts.
Suddenly, the car stopped. Whats wrong? Martha asked.
Fred, a stout man of fifty, nodded out the window.
Rains been pouring for two dayslook at those puddles, nothing but a lake. Ill get stuck. Only the lorry or a tractor could make it.
Sorry, its only another mile or so. Can you walk? He gestured at the flooded lane stretching ahead.
The baby was heavy; her legs already tired from sitting. One wordstrong as an ox. How could she wade through this?
Careful, Martha eased out, settled her son more securely and picked a path along the rim of the great puddle. Her shoes sank ankle-deep in mud, slippery as soap.
Her battered boots sloshed and squelched. If only shed worn her wellies to hospital. One shoe stuck, hopeless; with the baby in her arms, she left it behind.
It was dusk by the time she reached the village, numb with cold. Her feet had lost sensation, yet she was sweating with exertion. Lights shone in her cottage window.
Up the stepsher feet freezing, sweat trickling as she strained. She opened the door and froze.
By the wall, a cot and a pram stood, laden with dainty baby clothes. At the table, Nicholas slept, head tucked in his arms.
Whether he heard or simply sensed her, Nicholas looked up. Martha stood red-faced, hair wild, clutching the baby in the doorway, dress soaked, legs caked in mud and missing a shoe.
Seeing her shoeless, Nicholas leapt up, took the baby to the cot, rushed to the hearth to fetch a pan of hot water.
He seated her, helped her wash and change. By the time she emerged from behind the stove, potatoes bubbled on the table, a jug of milk beside.
The baby cried. Martha darted over, scooped him up, sat down and, shamelessly, began to feed.
What have you named him? Nicholas asked, voice thick.
Samuel. Do you mind? Marthas clear eyes found his.
A mix of sorrow and love caught him, squeezing his heart.
A fine name. Tomorrow, well register him and get married straight away.
Its not necessary Martha began, watching her son nurse.
My boy needs a father. Im done playing around. I dont know how good Ill be, but I wont abandon him.
Martha nodded, silent.
Two years later, they had a girl as well, named Hope in honour of Marthas mother.
No matter what mistakes you make at the beginning, you can always try to put things right
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