After speaking with the adopted girl, I realise not everything is as clear as it seemed.
Next to me on a wooden park bench, a little five-year-old girl sits swinging her legs, chatting away about her life:
I never met my dad because he left Mum and me when I was really little. Mum died last year. The grownups told me she had passed away.
The girl glances up at me and continues:
After Mums funeral, my aunt Susan, thats Mums sister, came to live with me. I was told she did a very noble thing by not sending me to a childrens home. Now shes my guardian, and I live with her in Mums old house.
She falls silent, stares down at the ground beneath the bench, and then carries on:
After I moved in, Aunt Susan started tidying everything up. She put all of Mums things in one corner and wanted to throw them away. I started crying and begged her not to, so she let me keep them. Now, thats where I sleep. At night, I curl up amongst Mums things. Its warm thereit feels a little like shes still with me.
Every morning, Aunt Susan gives me something to eat. She isnt the best cookMums cooking was loads betterbut Aunt Susan asks me to finish my food, so I do. I dont want to upset her; I know she tries her best. Its not her fault she cant cook like Mum. After breakfast, she sends me out for a walk, and Im not allowed back in until its starting to get dark. Aunt Susan is ever so kind!
She loves to boast about me to all her friends. I dont know them very well, but they come round our house all the time. Auntie sits with them for tea, tells funny stories, gives me compliments, and spoils us both with loads of sweets and biscuits.
The girl sighs and adds:
But I cant have sweets all the time. Aunt Susan has never told me off for anything. Shes always polite with me. Once, she even gave me a dollmind you, the poor things a bit worse for wear, has a gammy leg and a wonky eye. Mum never gave me a broken doll before.
Jumping off the bench, the girl starts hopping on one foot:
Id better go now! Auntie said her friends are coming round later and I have to get dressed up nice before they arrive. She promised Id get a tasty slice of cake afterwards. Goodbye!
She scurries away, eager to do her errands. I sit in quiet thought, and my mind keeps coming back to good Aunt Susan. I wonder, whats behind all this show of kindness? Why does she want everyone to believe shes so noble? Can someone watch a child sleep on the floor, wrapped in her late mothers clothes, and still feel nothing?












