Ill find a better husband for my daughter
This monthll be tougher, muttered Andrew, refreshing his banking app.
He sighed. Money had been draining away like rain down a London gutter these last few months. The reason was clear, but he wasnt yet ready to say it out loud.
Andrew left the lift, new loosened tie trailing behind. Third floor, fourth doorleft side. Three years of repetition had made this route an automatic dance for muscles.
The key spun in the lock. Straight away, the warm aroma of fried potatoes with parsley hit his nosea scent that always meant home. Vera loved parsley, scattering it generously, almost ceremonially. Andrew kicked off his brogues, tossed his briefcase onto the little hallway cabinet.
Im home.
Im in the kitchen! called back Vera.
She stood at the hob, stirring something in a battered pan. Her hair was pulled in a ponytail, and she wore her favourite tartan shirt. Andrew slipped behind her, planting a kiss on the crown of her head.
Smells delicious.
Mushrooms and spuds. Take a seat; Im just plating up.
Vera smiled, but her eyes remained shadowed. Andrew always noticed these things. Three years together had made him a master at reading the veneer of cheerfulness she wrapped around her unease.
He watched her divide the food, noticing her unusually sharp movementschoppy, where theyd usually glide. Something gnawed at her, no doubt a conversation with her mother. Olivia, his mother-in-law, was expert at leaving a bitter aftertaste.
Did your mum ring? Andrew asked, though he already knew.
Vera paused for just a heartbeat, then set a plate before him, sitting down opposite.
Yes. Nothing special.
A lie. Olivia never called without intent. There was always a tiny poisoned needle stitched into every word.
Andrew didnt dig. He could pryforce out the words, unveil the gloomy spell Olivia cast on her daughter. But why? Itd be the usual song: low salary… old car… no prospects. A broken record.
They ate in a snug silence. Their flat was smalla one-bedroom on the edge of the city, but it was theirs, not rented. Andrew had managed to buy it before their wedding, and that fact warmed him reliably. Not quite a manor, but hard-earned.
Vera picked idly at her potatoes, her fork drawing restless circles. She was thinkingabout her mum, Andrew knew. Olivia had a talent for lodging in ones mind like a jingle you couldnt shake.
…Olivia had disliked Andrew from the start. Hed turned up to meet her in his best jeans and only decent jumper. Olivia had given him that look usually reserved for faded lemons in a supermarket, then pursed her lips.
And what is it you do? shed asked.
Im an engineer.
Hmm. The word sounded as if hed admitted to a peculiar hobby. The salary any good?
Vera had flushed, tried to change the subject. But the tone was set. Three years on, Olivia was steadfast in her disdain.
Every visit became a test of patience. “Stephens lads started his second business this year.” “Whenre you buying a new car? That old thingll collapse soon.” “Vera dreamed of a country house as a girl, did you know?”
Andrew learned to let it all drift past with a polite nod and smile, never arguing. No use tryingOlivia wouldnt change her mind, not for anyone.
Vera finished her meal, nudged her plate away.
Mum wants us for dinner Saturday. Dads birthday.
Andrew felt a subtle tension in his shoulders. Saturday nights at Veras parents were special brands of torture: a long table, swarms of relatives, Olivia enthroned at the head like some Victorian matriarch.
What time?
Seven.
Right. Well grab a cake on the way.
Mum said not to. Shell do all the food herself.
Of course. Olivia loved control. Bringing a cake was sacrilege.
Vera gathered the plates and retreated to the sink. Andrew studied her small, fragile frame. Shed always seemed a bird to himone he longed to shelter from harsh winds. But the strongest wind blew from her childhood home, and nobody could block it.
Vera. She turned. You know I love you.
And I love you, she whispered.
But in her eyes flickered somethingdoubt? Fatigue? Guilt? Andrew chose not to ask. Sometimes, it was kinder not to know what seeds someone else had sown in the person you love.
Saturday came far too swiftly…
Andrew parked his old Ford near Olivias house. The paint had flaked off the bonnet last autumn, but hed never gotten around to fixing it. Vera sat beside him, fiddling with her handbag strap.
Ready?
Not really, she admitted. But we have to go up anyway.
Olivias flat greeted them with roast beef scents and low murmurs. Veras father, Victor, a gentle, quiet man, hugged his daughter and shook Andrews hand. The birthday man seemed embarrassed by all the fuss.
Family crowded round the tableaunts, uncles, cousins. Andrew still didnt know half their names. Olivia presided, dispensing orders to the younger kin.
Andrew chose a seat near Vera, at the edgeclose enough to slip out if things got unbearable.
The first half hour passed peacefully enough. Toasts to Victor, laughter, clinking glasses. Andrew started to relax and reached for the bread.
Andrew, Olivia piped up, and he realised hed let his guard drop too soon. You and Vera still in that little flat?
Yes, Olivia. Its enough for us.
Is it? Olivia echoed. What about children? Wherell you put a baby in that shoebox?
Vera tensed. Andrew slid his hand onto hers under the table.
When its time for children, well sort the flat.
Will you now. Olivia smirked. On *your* wages? Take out a mortgage, Andrew. Thats what sensible people do. Buy somewhere bigger. Move up in the world.
I dont want to be in debt, Andrew replied calmly. Owning our own place is plenty for now.
Plenty, he says! Olivia swept her gaze round the family for support. Hear that? A man decides whats “plenty”. Meanwhile, my daughters stuck in a cupboard while her friends get spacious homes.
Mum, Vera started gently.
Do hush. Im talking to your husband. Olivia turned to Andrew. You remember Stephens boy, Daniel? Took out two loans, now hes got a flat in the centre and a German motor. And you? Still driving that heap, living in a box. Arent you ashamed?
Andrew set his fork down slowly. Three yearsthree years of swallowing these digs, these comparisons, this contempt. For Vera. For peace.
No, Im not ashamed, he said evenly. I earn my keep honestly. I dont cheat, I dont steal. I live within my means.
Means! Olivia slammed her hand down so hard the glasses danced. A fork clattered to the floor. Her face flushed blotchy red.
Youre no man, youre a coward! My daughter deserves a real husband, not you! Ill find her someone better!
Silence crushed the room. Relatives froze, forks mid-air. Victor stared at his plate, afraid to meet his wifes eyes.
Andrew stood up, very calmly. Three long years of silence were done.
Olivia. I wont try to prove myself to someone who despises me. If you dont find me worthythats your right. But I wont tolerate your insults again.
Vera stared at Andrew, eyes wide. She glanced at her motherthe two anchors of her world now stood on either side of an invisible line. And the line demanded a choice.
Vera rose.
Mum. I love you. But if you insult my husband once more, well leave, and not return.
Olivia froze.
What did you say?
You heard me. Andrews my husband. I chose him. I wont let you humiliate him. Ever.
How dare you! Olivia gasped, outraged. Ungrateful girl! I raised you, and this? You choose *him*this useless man!
Mum, thats enough!
Veras shouted rippled through the air. Relatives shrank back into their chairs. Even Aunt Susan, normally commentating on everything, sat wordless.
Youve controlled my every move for years, Vera continued, voice trembling. What I wore, who I befriended, who I loved. Enough. Im a grown woman. I choose for myself whom Im with, and how I live.
Olivia glared at her daughter, face pale and pinched.
Youll regret this day, she hissed. When he leaves you penniless, youll come crawling home. But Ill have to think hard before I let you in.
She stalked past, not meeting either of their eyes, and slammed the bedroom door.
Andrew stepped up and held Vera tightly. She buried her face in his chest, shoulders shivering.
You did exactly right, he whispered into her hair. Im proud of you.
Victor got up heavily from the table.
Go home, kids, he said quietly. Shell cool off. One day.
…Vera was silent all the way home in the car. Andrew said nothingsome wounds should be left undisturbed.
Back in their snug little flat at last, Vera finally spoke:
I wont call her first.
Ill stand by whatever you decide.
She lifted her tired, tear-bright eyes to him. Yet behind the weariness, a spark was kindling.
Well get through this, she said.
Andrew drew her close. Outside, twilight gathered. Their tiny flat no longer felt cramped. It was their fortress. And they both knewthis was only the beginning.











