I Came Home to Dinner Prepared by My Wife That Evening; I Wanted to Talk to Her About Something Important and Started with This Phrase.

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I got home for dinner the meal Emily was whipping up that night and I knew Id have to have a chat. I opened with, Ive got something to tell you, but she didnt answer; she just turned back to the stove, her eyes suddenly looking a bit glassy. I had to keep the conversation going, so I blurted out that I thought we should get a divorce. She asked, Why? and I couldnt give her an answer, so I dodged the question.

That set her off. She went into a fullblown hissyfit, flinging anything she could get her hands on at me. Youre not a man! she shouted. There wasnt much left to say, so I headed off to the bedroom. I lay awake for ages, hearing her sobbing in the next room. Explaining to her that I no longer loved her, that all I felt was pity, and that Id given my heart to Poppy was a nightmare I couldnt even start.

The next morning I printed out all the paperwork for the divorce and the split of assets. I offered her the house, the car and 30% of my companys shares. She smiled, ripped the documents up and said she didnt need anything from me, then broke down in tears again. I felt a pang of regret for ten years together, but her reaction only firmed up my resolve.

That night I came back late, skipped dinner and went straight to bed. Emily was still at the kitchen table, scribbling something. I woke up in the middle of the night to find her still hunched over her notebook. I didnt care what she was doing; the intimacy we once shared was long gone.

In the morning she laid out her conditions for the split. She wanted us to stay on good terms for as long as we could, mainly because our lad, Oliver, had his school exams coming up and she feared the news would shake his nerves. That was sensible enough. Her second demand was absurd: for a whole month I was to carry her out of the bedroom each morning and march her to the front door as a reminder of the day I first brought her home after the wedding.

I didnt argue. At work I mentioned the request to Poppy, who snorted, calling it a pathetic ploy by my wife to reel me back in. The first day I hoisted Emily up, I felt awkward, like two strangers. Oliver squealed with delight, Dads carrying Mum! and Emily whispered, Dont tell him anything I set her down by the front door, and she shuffled off to the bus stop.

By day two it felt a little more natural. I even noticed the fine lines and a few stray grey hairs Id never bothered to see before. All the warmth shed poured into our marriage what could I possibly give back? Yet a tiny spark began to flicker between us, growing a bit each day. I didnt say a word to Poppy about it.

On the final day, I went to fetch her from the wardrobe and found her crying about how much weight shed lost. Shed really gotten thin. Our son popped in, asking when Dad will carry Mum again? as if it were some family tradition. I lifted her, feeling exactly as I had on our wedding day, and she gently looped her arm around my neck. The only thing that nagged at me was her weight.

I set her down, grabbed the car keys and rushed back to the office. I ran into Poppy and blurted, I dont want the divorce; we just stopped giving each other attention. She slapped me and fled in tears. All I wanted was to see Emily.

I bolted out, bought the prettiest bouquet at the nearest florist, and when the clerk asked what to write on the card I replied, It will be my joy to carry you in my arms until the very end. I raced home, lighthearted and smiling, climbed the stairs and burst into the bedroom. Emily lay there lifeless.

Later I learned shed been fighting cancer bravely for months. She never told me anything, and I missed it entirely, caught up in my affair with Poppy. Emily had been astonishingly clever; shed concocted those ridiculous divorce conditions so I wouldnt become a monster in Olivers eyes. I hope my tale reminds anyone out there that sometimes the next step to saving a family is simply not giving up.

I Shouted Out the Window: “Mum, Why Are You Up So Early? You’ll Catch Your Death!” — She Turned, Waved Her Shovel in Greeting, and Called Back: “Doing My Best for You Lazybones.” — The Next Day, My Mum Was Gone… I Still Can’t Walk Past Our Old Garden Without Tears… Every Time I See That Footpath, My Heart Clenches Like Someone’s Grabbing It. It Was Me Who Took That Photo on January Second… I Was Just Passing By, Noticed Her Footprints in the Snow—And Stopped. I Snapped a Picture, Not Even Sure Why. Now, That Photo Is All I Have Left of Those Days… We Celebrated New Year’s Just Like Always, All Together. Mum Was Up Early on the 31st, and I Woke to the Smell of Frying Burgers and Her Voice from the Kitchen: “Darling, Get Up! Come Help Me Finish the Salads, or Your Dad Will Eat All the Ingredients Again While We’re Not Looking!” I Came Downstairs Still in My Pyjamas, Hair a Mess. She Was at the Stove in Her Favourite Peach-Print Apron—the One I Gave Her Back in School—Smiling, Cheeks Rosy from the Oven. “Mum, At Least Let Me Have My Coffee First,” I Groaned. “Coffee After! First, Chop the Veg—Small, the Way I Like. Not Like Last Time—Those Huge Cubes!” We Chopped and Chatted About Everything. She Reminisced About Her Childhood New Years—No Fancy Salads, Just Herring in a Fur Coat and the Oranges Her Dad Sneaked Home from Work. Then Dad Came In With the Tree—Absolutely Huge, Nearly Touching the Ceiling. “Alright Ladies, Accept This Beauty!” He Boomed. “Dad, Did You Bring Down the Whole Forest?” I Gasped. Mum Just Shook Her Head with a Smile: “It’s Lovely, But Where Will We Put It? Last Year’s Was Smaller.” Still, She Helped Decorate. My Little Sister and I Hung the Lights While Mum Dug Out the Old Glass Ornaments, Including a Tiny Angel She Said She’d Bought for My First New Year’s. “Remember This One?” She Asked Quietly. “I Do, Mum,” I Lied. Really, I Didn’t, But She Glowed from My Nod. My Brother Arrived Later, Loud as Ever—Arms Full of Presents and Bubbly. “Mum, I’ve Got Proper Champagne This Year! None of Last Year’s Cheap Stuff.” “Just Don’t Drink It All at Once,” She Laughed, Hugging Him. At Midnight, We All Went Out to the Garden. Dad and My Brother Set Off Fireworks, My Sister Screamed in Delight, and Mum Hugged Me Tight. “Look, Love, Isn’t It Beautiful? We’ve Got Such a Good Life…” I Hugged Her Back. “The Best Life, Mum.” We Drank Bubbly Straight from the Bottle, Laughed When a Rocket Nearly Hit the Neighbour’s Shed. A Bit Tipsy, Mum Danced in Her Wellies to “Hark! The Herald Angels Sing”, and Dad Swept Her Up in His Arms. We Laughed Until We Cried. On New Year’s Day We Laid About; Mum Cooked Again—Now Dumplings and Aspic. “Mum, Enough, We’re Bursting!” I Complained. “Nonsense, You’ll Finish It Off. It’s New Year’s, It Lasts a Week,” She Brushed Me Off. January Second, She Was Up Early as Always. I Heard the Door Bang, Saw Her in the Garden With the Shovel—Clearing the Path in Her Old Parka and Scarf. She Did It So Carefully: A Narrow, Neat Path from the Gate to the Porch, Sweeping Snow Just the Way She Liked. I Shouted: “Mum, Why So Early? You’ll Catch a Chill!” She Looked Back, Waved Her Shovel: “Or Would You Lot Rather Trudge Through Drifts TIll Spring? Put the Kettle On, Will You?” I Grinned and Headed to the Kitchen. She Came Back in Half an Hour, Cheeks Glowing, Eyes Bright. “All Done, It Looks Lovely, Doesn’t It?” “Lovely, Mum. Thank You.” That Was the Last Time I Heard Her Cheerful Voice. On the Morning of the Third, She Whispered: “Girls, I’m Getting a Sharp Pain in My Chest. Not Bad, Just Annoying.” I Panicked: “Mum, Let’s Call an Ambulance?” “Oh Stop, Love. Just Overdid It, That’s All. I’ll Lie Down A Bit, It’ll Pass.” She Lay on the Sofa, My Sister and I Sitting With Her. Dad Went for Medicine. She Still Joked: “Don’t Look So Gloomy—I’ll Outlive the Lot of You.” But Then Her Face Went Pale. She Clutched Her Chest. “Oh… I Don’t Feel Well…” We Called the Paramedics. I Held Her Hand. Whispered: “Mummy, Hold On, They’re Coming, It’ll Be Alright…” She Looked at Me and Murmured: “Sweetheart… I Love You All So Much… I Don’t Want to Say Goodbye.” The Ambulance Came Quick, But… Nothing Could Be Done. Massive Heart Attack. It Happened So Fast. I Sat on the Hall Floor, Wailing. Couldn’t Believe It. Yesterday She Was Dancing, Laughing—Today She Was Gone. Barely Steady, I Went Out to the Garden. Soft Snow. Her Footprints, So Small and Neat, Were Still There—from the Gate to the Porch and Back. I Stood and Stared for the Longest Time. Asked God How It Was Possible: Yesterday, She Walked Here, Left Her Prints—Now She Was Gone. The Tracks Were There, but She Wasn’t. Maybe She Really Did Step Out That Last Time Just to Leave Us a Clear Path—So We Could Walk On After Her. I Didn’t Clear the Tracks, and Asked Everyone Else Not To. Let them Stay Until the Snow Takes Them Naturally. That Was the Last Thing Mum Did for Us—Looking After Us Even When She Was Gone. A Week Later, Heavy Snow Fell. I Keep That Photo with Her Last Footprints. Every January Third, I Look at It—and Then at the Now-Empty Path by Our House. It Hurts So Much Knowing Her Last Steps Are Still Somewhere Under That Snow. Those Are the Steps I Still Try to Follow…

Midnight Express The doors of the night bus folded like concertinas, sending waves of warm air billowing into the cool London night. Five rowdy lads tumbled aboard, scuffing their muddy trainers on every surface they could find: steps, poles, and the unlucky ankles of fellow passengers. No one among the disparate group of lone night travellers—united by this single late-night route—dared challenge the boisterous, tipsy group, their eyes wild as they loudly debated the many places and occasions for their supposed amorous exploits. Everyone tried to out-shout the others, boasting about whom, where, and what for, their raucous laughter punctuated by toasts and the clinking of bottles. They turned the back of the bus into an off-license drinks counter, bashing bottle bottoms together after each burst of laughter. The engine grumbled, the doors hissed, the concertina snapped straight, and the old Routemaster pulled away from the station-like stop. Aside from the newcomers, there were about ten souls in the dim carriage, including the conductor—a weary woman whose spectacles looked old enough to have seen the Blitz. “Tickets, lads,” she intoned, voice braced for trouble, clutching her roll of tickets. “Got a travelcard,” belched one. “Me too!” “Same here!” The last, barely eighteen—peach fuzz, awkward movements, uncertain eyes—put on the loudest show, confident in the safety of numbers. “Let’s see them, then,” said the woman, unimpressed. “Show us yours first!” jeered the broadest, spitting beer foam as he spoke. “I’m the conductor,” she replied flatly. “And I’m an electrician! So should I get free leccy then?” retorted the lad with the bottomless beer bottle, sticky beer running down his jacket, its stale waft filling the bus. “Either pay up or get off,” she countered. As if cued, the bus stopped; the rest of the passengers silently filed out at the next stop. “We told you, we’ve got travelcards,” insisted the youngest, chest puffed. “Take us back to the depot, Val,” the conductor called to the unseen driver. “Yeah, Val, take us to the depot,” the lads mocked, feigning tears. The doors clattered shut and the bus reversed course. The boys laughed for ten seconds, but as the Routemaster picked up speed, one finally noticed, half-sober, “How did the bus turn in the road if it’s electric and runs on wires?” The others shrugged—it didn’t matter. The bus went faster, overtaking cars, its bulbs fading to black. Only the flickering streetlights and neon signs cut through the gloom inside. The conductor sat still, gaze fixed ahead, and the stops vanished. “Oi! Where are you taking us?” one called out. Silence. “Driver! Stop! Let us off!” Their voices faltered, panic overtaking bravado. The conductor didn’t move. They left the city, slipping onto a rural lane; the only light ahead flickered in the driver’s cabin. Their phones showed no signal, no internet. Desperate, one lad stood over the conductor, spitting threats. “You know where I work? If I’m not at my desk tomorrow, your pension’s gone!” The headlights died. “Please, let us out—I need to revise for A-Levels!” the awkward youth squeaked. The bus tore through the night, engine howling. The bravado was gone; memories stirred of hostage survival guides, desperate hands tried smashing windows with beer bottles or prying open doors, but nothing worked. Finally, someone offered cash. “Here, keep the change! Just take us back! Please!” But the conductor sat frozen, unmoved by pleas, guilt trips or tears. The bus hurtled on, until it reached a huge, dark lake. “Where are we?” the lads whispered. “They’re going to drown us,” sobbed the youngest. “Serge, you know how to drive a bus? Think we can rush them?” someone mumbled hopefully, but Serge just shook his head. At last, the front door opened, and the conductor stepped onto the verge. In the moonlight, she rummaged in the driver’s cabin—returning with a long object. “That’s it—this is it—they’ll shoot us… dump us in the lake…” Even the electrician was speechless, eyes puffy with tears. Suddenly, the lights flared. The conductor strode in, thunked down a mop and a bucket at their trembling feet, and smiled: “When you’re done washing the walls, I’ll give you cloths for the seats and floors. Then you’ll go home. Any objections?” The five shook their heads in unison. Night stretched on. Two fetched water, one swapped out cloths, two emptied buckets into some mysterious barrel—this bus had clearly made this run before. They finished at dawn; the Routemaster gleamed, glass sparkling. The lads, sober and subdued, worked quietly, in step. When it was finished, the conductor clipped their tickets and the bus rolled back to the city. The midnight rebels were dropped at stops along the way, and the old double-decker set off again—to greet the new day and new passengers.