I Called Out the Window: “Mum, Why Are You Up So Early? You’ll Catch Cold!” She Turned, Waved Her Shovel and Laughed, “I’m Doing This for You Lazy Lot.” The Next Day, My Mum Was Gone… I Still Can’t Walk Past Our Old Garden Without Heartache… Every Time I See That Pathway, My Heart Feels Squeezed as If an Invisible Hand Grips It. I Took That Photo on the Second of January… I Just Happened to Pass By, Saw Her Footprints in the Snow—And Stopped. I Took a Picture Without Really Knowing Why. Now, It’s All I Have From Those Days… We Celebrated New Year’s, as Usual, All Together as a Family. Mum Was Up Early on the 31st. I Woke to the Smell of Fried Cutlets and Her Voice from the Kitchen: “Get Up, Love! Help Me Finish the Salads, or Your Dad Will Eat All the Ingredients Before We Even Notice!” I Came Down in My Pyjamas, Hair a Mess. She Stood at the Hob in Her Favourite Apron Covered with Peaches—the One I Gave Her Back in School. She Was Smiling, Cheeks Flushed Red from the Oven. “Mum, Please, Let Me Have a Coffee First,” I Groaned. “Tea After! First, the Potato Salad!” She Laughed and Lobbed Me a Bowl of Roasted Veg. “Chop Them Fine, Like I Like. Not Like Last Time—Chunks as Big as Golf Balls.” We Chopped and Chatted About Everything. She Told Me What New Year’s Was Like When She Was Young—No Fancy Salads, Just One Plate of Herring and a Few Tins of Mandarin Oranges Her Dad Managed to Bring Home. Later, Dad Arrived with the Tree. Huge, Almost Touching the Ceiling. “Alright ladies, Check Out This Beauty!” He Boomed from the Door. “Blimey, Dad, Did You Fell Half the Forest?” I Gasped. Mum Came Out, Surveyed the Tree, and Spread Her Arms: “Lovely, but Where On Earth Will It Go? Last Year’s Was Smaller at Least!” Still, She Helped Decorate. My Little Sister and I Hung Tinsel and Fairy Lights, While Mum Dug Out Old Ornaments—Ones from When I Was Little. I Remember Her Taking Out a Tiny Glass Angel and Whispering, “I Bought This for Your First Christmas, Remember?” “I Do, Mum,” I Lied. I Actually Didn’t, But Seeing Her Face Light Up, I Couldn’t Spoil It. My Brother Showed Up Later, Bags, Gifts, and Bubbly in Tow. “Mum, I’ve Got Proper Champagne This Time! Not That Sour Stuff From Last Year.” “Oh Son, Just Don’t All End Up Sloshed,” Mum Giggled and Hugged Him. At Midnight, We All Went Out Into the Garden. Dad and My Brother Set Off Fireworks, My Little Sister Squealed with Delight, and Mum Stood Beside Me, Her Arm Around My Shoulders. “Look, Love, Isn’t It Beautiful?” She Whispered. “What a Wonderful Life We Have…” I Hugged Her Back. “We’re the Luckiest, Mum.” We Passed Champagne Round, Laughing as a Firework Zoomed Toward the Next-Door Shed. Mum, a Bit Tipsy, Danced About in Her Wellies to “Rockin’ Around the Christmas Tree”, and Dad Picked Her Up and Spun Her Around. We All Howled with Laughter. New Year’s Day Was Spent Lounging. Mum Kept Cooking—Now It Was Dumplings and Jellied Meat. “Mum, Give It a Rest! We’re All Practically Rolling!” I Moaned. “You’ll Eat It—New Year Means a Week of Feasting!” She Shooed Me Away. On the 2nd of January, She Was Up Early Again, as Always. I Heard the Door Slam, Peered Outside—She Was in the Garden With Her Shovel, Clearing the Path. In Her Old Puffy Coat and a Headscarf. She Was So Meticulous: From the Gate Right Up to the Porch—a Thin, Straight Passage. She’d Pile the Snow up Neatly Against the Wall, Just How She Liked. I Called From the Window: “Mum, Why Are You Up So Early? You’ll Freeze!” She Turned Around, Waved Her Shovel Cheerfully: “If I Left It to You Lazybones, We’d All Be Wading Through Drifts until June! Put the Kettle On, Will You?” I Smiled and Headed to the Kitchen. She Was Back Half an Hour Later, Cheeks Glowing, Eyes Bright. “All Done—Looks Good, Doesn’t It?” “It Does, Mum. Thank You.” That Was the Last Time I Heard Her Voice So Full of Life. On the Third, She Woke Up and Quietly Said, “Girls, There’s Something Funny in My Chest. Not Bad, Just Uncomfortable.” I Got Worried Immediately: “Mum, Shall We Call the Doctor?” “Oh, Don’t Be Silly, Love. I’m Just Worn Out, All That Cooking and Rushing Around. I’ll Lie Down, It’ll Pass.” She Rested on the Sofa, Me and My Sister Beside Her. Dad Went Out to the Chemist for Some Tablets. She Even Joked: “Don’t Look at Me Like That—I’ll Outlive You All, You’ll See.” And Then, Suddenly, She Turned Pale and Grabbed Her Chest. “Oh… I Feel Awful… Really Bad…” We Called the Ambulance. I Held Her Hand, Whispering, “Mum, Hold On, They’ll Be Here Soon, You’ll Be Alright…” She Looked Up at Me, Her Voice Barely Audible: “Love… I Love You All So Much… I Don’t Want to Say Goodbye.” The Paramedics Arrived Quickly, But… There Was Nothing They Could Do. A Massive Heart Attack. It All Happened in Minutes. I Sat On the Hall Floor, Howling. I Couldn’t Believe It. Only Yesterday She Was Dancing Outside Under Fireworks, Laughing… Barely Able to Stand, I Went Into the Garden. Snow Still Gently Fell. I Saw Her Footprints—Those Same Small, Deliberate, Neat Prints. From the Gate to the Porch and Back. Exactly as She’d Always Left. I Stood There Staring For So Long, Asking God, “How Can It Be? Yesterday Someone Walked This Earth, Leaving Their Trace, and Today They’re Gone? The Footprints Remain, but She’s Not Here.” I Kept Thinking Maybe—She’d Gone Out One Last Time on the 2nd—to Clear the Path for Us. So We Could Walk Down It Without Her. I Didn’t Brush Them Away, and Asked Everyone Not To Either. Leave Them Until the Snow Itself Wipes Them Away. It Was the Last Thing Mum Did For Us—Her Care Showing Even After She Was Gone. A Week Later Heavy Snow Fell. I Still Keep That Photo of Her Last Footprints. Every Year, on the Third of January, I Look At It—Then at the Now-Empty Path Outside. It Hurts, Realising: Somewhere Under That Snow, She Left Her Final Steps. Those Steps—I’m Still Following Her Down Them…

I called out of the window, Mum, what are you doing out there so early? Youll catch your death! She turned, gave me a wave with her spade and called back, I do it for you lot, the lazybones. The next day, she was gone.

I still cant walk past our old garden without my heart twisting painfully… Every time I see that path, it feels like someones clenched their fist around my heart. It was me who took that photo on the second of January… Id just been wandering outside when I saw the footprints in the snow and paused. I took a picture, not really knowing why at the time. Now, that photo is all I have left from those days…

We celebrated New Years together as usual, all of us crowded into the house. Mum was up at the crack of dawn on New Years Eve. I woke up to the smell of frying bacon and her voice echoing from the kitchen:
Come on, love, up you get! Come help me finish the salads before your dad eats all the ingredients again!
I stumbled in, still in my pyjamas, hair everywhere. Mum was at the stove, wearing her favourite apron with peaches on it the one I bought her when I was at school. She smiled at me, cheeks flushed from the oven.
Mum, let me at least have some tea first, I complained.
Tea later, potato salad first! She laughed and handed me a bowl of roast veg. Chop it up small, how I like. Not like last year, giant chunks everywhere.

We chopped and nattered about everything and nothing in particular. She reminisced about her childhood New Years no fancy salads, just a bit of pickled herring and some tangerines Dad had managed to bring home.
Soon Dad arrived with the tree enormous, nearly scraping the ceiling.
Alright, ladies, come and see the beauty Ive found! he declared as he bustled in.
For goodness sake Dad, did you have to fell half the forest for that? I gasped.
Mum came and looked, arms akimbo, Its lovely, but where on earth are we going to put it? It was smaller last time.
Still, she helped us decorate. My sister Maisie and I strung up the fairy lights and Mum dug out the old baubles the ones from when I was little. I remember her gently picking up the glass angel and saying softly, Bought this for your very first New Year, remember?
Of course I do, Mum, I lied, giving a little nod. She looked so pleased thinking I remembered that tiny angel…

My brother turned up later, as noisy as ever, bursting through the door with bags, presents, and bottles.
Mum, proper champagne this year! he boasted, Not that cheap stuff from last time.
Oh, son, as long as you lot dont get too merry, Mum laughed and gave him a big hug.

When midnight came, we all went outside. Dad and my brother let off fireworks, Maisie shrieked with excitement, and Mum stood next to me with her arm snug round my shoulders.
Look, love isnt it beautiful? she whispered. Arent we lucky?
I hugged her back. Luckiest, Mum.
We passed the bubbly round, sipping from the bottle and laughing when one of the fireworks shot towards the neighbours shed. Mum, a little tipsy, danced about in her wellies to Rockin Around the Christmas Tree and Dad swept her up in his arms. We all laughed till we cried.

New Years Day we lazed about, all of us full and happy. Mum was back at it in the kitchen, whipping up pies and jelly.
Mum, honestly, theres enough food to last a month! I complained.
Oh hush, its New Year its meant to last a week! she waved me off, smiling.

On the second of January, as always, she was up before everyone. I heard the front door slam, looked out the window there she was, shovelling the path, wrapped up in her battered old coat, scarf tied round her head. She was so careful: from the gate to the doorstep, a neat, narrow path. Shed sweep the snow right up against the wall just so, exactly how she liked it.
I called, Mum, do you have to be up so early? Youll freeze!
She turned, gave her usual wave with the spade, What, you want to wade through drifts till spring? Put the kettle on, will you?
I grinned and went back to the kitchen. She came in half an hour later, cheeks glowing, eyes shining.
All sorted now, she said, settling down for her tea, Looks tidy, doesnt it?
Looks great, Mum. Thanks.
That was the last time I ever heard her voice so bright.

On the third of January, she woke saying quietly, Girls, Ive got a bit of a pain in my chest. Not bad, just uncomfortable.
I felt a chill, Mum, lets call the ambulance?
No, dont be silly, love. Ive just overdone it, with all the cooking and running about. Ill rest and itll pass.
She lay down on the settee. Maisie and I sat by her. Dad dashed out to the chemist. Mum even joked,
Dont look at me like that, girls. Ill outlive the lot of you, just you see.
And then, suddenly, she went pale, clutching her chest.
Oh I feel awful really awful…
We rang for an ambulance. I held her hand, whispering,
Mum, hang on, helps coming, youll be alright
She looked at me and said so softly,
Darling I love you all so much I dont want to say goodbye.
The paramedics were quick, but it was too late. A massive heart attack. It all happened in a blur.

I sat on the hall floor, sobbing, not believing it. Only yesterday she was dancing under the fireworks; now…
Barely steady on my feet, I walked out to the garden. There was almost no fresh snow, but her footprints stood out, small and neat, just as shed always made them. From the gate to the doorstep and back. Her mark, still there.
I stood staring at them for ages, asking God, How can it be? Yesterday she was walking here, making those prints, and now shes gone? The prints remain, but shes not.
Maybe it was imaginary, but it felt like Mum had gone out for the last time on the second making sure we had a clear path, so we wouldnt have to wade through snow without her.
I didnt sweep them away. I asked everyone else to leave them too. Let them stay until the snow hides them for good.
That was the last thing Mum did for us. Her kindness showing through, even after shed left us.

A week later, there was a heavy snowfall.
Now I keep that picture of her footprints safe. Every third of January, I look at it, and then out at the empty path beside our house. It hurts so deeply to know somewhere under that snow, she left her final traces for us.
The ones Im still following, every day, behind her.

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I Called Out the Window: “Mum, Why Are You Up So Early? You’ll Catch Cold!” She Turned, Waved Her Shovel and Laughed, “I’m Doing This for You Lazy Lot.” The Next Day, My Mum Was Gone… I Still Can’t Walk Past Our Old Garden Without Heartache… Every Time I See That Pathway, My Heart Feels Squeezed as If an Invisible Hand Grips It. I Took That Photo on the Second of January… I Just Happened to Pass By, Saw Her Footprints in the Snow—And Stopped. I Took a Picture Without Really Knowing Why. Now, It’s All I Have From Those Days… We Celebrated New Year’s, as Usual, All Together as a Family. Mum Was Up Early on the 31st. I Woke to the Smell of Fried Cutlets and Her Voice from the Kitchen: “Get Up, Love! Help Me Finish the Salads, or Your Dad Will Eat All the Ingredients Before We Even Notice!” I Came Down in My Pyjamas, Hair a Mess. She Stood at the Hob in Her Favourite Apron Covered with Peaches—the One I Gave Her Back in School. She Was Smiling, Cheeks Flushed Red from the Oven. “Mum, Please, Let Me Have a Coffee First,” I Groaned. “Tea After! First, the Potato Salad!” She Laughed and Lobbed Me a Bowl of Roasted Veg. “Chop Them Fine, Like I Like. Not Like Last Time—Chunks as Big as Golf Balls.” We Chopped and Chatted About Everything. She Told Me What New Year’s Was Like When She Was Young—No Fancy Salads, Just One Plate of Herring and a Few Tins of Mandarin Oranges Her Dad Managed to Bring Home. Later, Dad Arrived with the Tree. Huge, Almost Touching the Ceiling. “Alright ladies, Check Out This Beauty!” He Boomed from the Door. “Blimey, Dad, Did You Fell Half the Forest?” I Gasped. Mum Came Out, Surveyed the Tree, and Spread Her Arms: “Lovely, but Where On Earth Will It Go? Last Year’s Was Smaller at Least!” Still, She Helped Decorate. My Little Sister and I Hung Tinsel and Fairy Lights, While Mum Dug Out Old Ornaments—Ones from When I Was Little. I Remember Her Taking Out a Tiny Glass Angel and Whispering, “I Bought This for Your First Christmas, Remember?” “I Do, Mum,” I Lied. I Actually Didn’t, But Seeing Her Face Light Up, I Couldn’t Spoil It. My Brother Showed Up Later, Bags, Gifts, and Bubbly in Tow. “Mum, I’ve Got Proper Champagne This Time! Not That Sour Stuff From Last Year.” “Oh Son, Just Don’t All End Up Sloshed,” Mum Giggled and Hugged Him. At Midnight, We All Went Out Into the Garden. Dad and My Brother Set Off Fireworks, My Little Sister Squealed with Delight, and Mum Stood Beside Me, Her Arm Around My Shoulders. “Look, Love, Isn’t It Beautiful?” She Whispered. “What a Wonderful Life We Have…” I Hugged Her Back. “We’re the Luckiest, Mum.” We Passed Champagne Round, Laughing as a Firework Zoomed Toward the Next-Door Shed. Mum, a Bit Tipsy, Danced About in Her Wellies to “Rockin’ Around the Christmas Tree”, and Dad Picked Her Up and Spun Her Around. We All Howled with Laughter. New Year’s Day Was Spent Lounging. Mum Kept Cooking—Now It Was Dumplings and Jellied Meat. “Mum, Give It a Rest! We’re All Practically Rolling!” I Moaned. “You’ll Eat It—New Year Means a Week of Feasting!” She Shooed Me Away. On the 2nd of January, She Was Up Early Again, as Always. I Heard the Door Slam, Peered Outside—She Was in the Garden With Her Shovel, Clearing the Path. In Her Old Puffy Coat and a Headscarf. She Was So Meticulous: From the Gate Right Up to the Porch—a Thin, Straight Passage. She’d Pile the Snow up Neatly Against the Wall, Just How She Liked. I Called From the Window: “Mum, Why Are You Up So Early? You’ll Freeze!” She Turned Around, Waved Her Shovel Cheerfully: “If I Left It to You Lazybones, We’d All Be Wading Through Drifts until June! Put the Kettle On, Will You?” I Smiled and Headed to the Kitchen. She Was Back Half an Hour Later, Cheeks Glowing, Eyes Bright. “All Done—Looks Good, Doesn’t It?” “It Does, Mum. Thank You.” That Was the Last Time I Heard Her Voice So Full of Life. On the Third, She Woke Up and Quietly Said, “Girls, There’s Something Funny in My Chest. Not Bad, Just Uncomfortable.” I Got Worried Immediately: “Mum, Shall We Call the Doctor?” “Oh, Don’t Be Silly, Love. I’m Just Worn Out, All That Cooking and Rushing Around. I’ll Lie Down, It’ll Pass.” She Rested on the Sofa, Me and My Sister Beside Her. Dad Went Out to the Chemist for Some Tablets. She Even Joked: “Don’t Look at Me Like That—I’ll Outlive You All, You’ll See.” And Then, Suddenly, She Turned Pale and Grabbed Her Chest. “Oh… I Feel Awful… Really Bad…” We Called the Ambulance. I Held Her Hand, Whispering, “Mum, Hold On, They’ll Be Here Soon, You’ll Be Alright…” She Looked Up at Me, Her Voice Barely Audible: “Love… I Love You All So Much… I Don’t Want to Say Goodbye.” The Paramedics Arrived Quickly, But… There Was Nothing They Could Do. A Massive Heart Attack. It All Happened in Minutes. I Sat On the Hall Floor, Howling. I Couldn’t Believe It. Only Yesterday She Was Dancing Outside Under Fireworks, Laughing… Barely Able to Stand, I Went Into the Garden. Snow Still Gently Fell. I Saw Her Footprints—Those Same Small, Deliberate, Neat Prints. From the Gate to the Porch and Back. Exactly as She’d Always Left. I Stood There Staring For So Long, Asking God, “How Can It Be? Yesterday Someone Walked This Earth, Leaving Their Trace, and Today They’re Gone? The Footprints Remain, but She’s Not Here.” I Kept Thinking Maybe—She’d Gone Out One Last Time on the 2nd—to Clear the Path for Us. So We Could Walk Down It Without Her. I Didn’t Brush Them Away, and Asked Everyone Not To Either. Leave Them Until the Snow Itself Wipes Them Away. It Was the Last Thing Mum Did For Us—Her Care Showing Even After She Was Gone. A Week Later Heavy Snow Fell. I Still Keep That Photo of Her Last Footprints. Every Year, on the Third of January, I Look At It—Then at the Now-Empty Path Outside. It Hurts, Realising: Somewhere Under That Snow, She Left Her Final Steps. Those Steps—I’m Still Following Her Down Them…