Christmas Eve. I set the table for two, though deep down I knew Id be dining alone.
I fetched the pair of crystal glasses from the cabinet, placing them gently on the table and stepping back to admire my work.
Two sets of cutlery.
Two plates.
Two crisp linen napkins, ironed to perfection.
It looked as though he might walk in at any moment and say its time to sit down, that the frost is biting outside, that Christmas wont wait on us.
But he wouldnt be coming through that door.
Hes been gone a year now.
The phone sat silent.
I knew my daughter wouldnt visit.
The grandchildren wouldnt ring.
My hand glided over the white tablecloth, embroidered with wildflowersone Id sewn by hand in my youth. He loved it. Hed say it reminded him of my eyes, the way they once sparkled.
A shy smile crept onto my lipsthe first all day.
I cooked all his favourite dishes. Not because anyone was coming, but because its what Ive always done. My heart simply refuses to accept the chair opposite me will always be empty from now on.
I took my seat and looked over the table. It was beautiful, just as it always is on Christmas.
I remembered our last Christmas together. He was frail, but sat across from me, smiled, and asked me not to shut myself away when he was gone. He wanted me to live, not to give up.
I promised him, then.
The clock ticked on. Outside, Christmas lights twinkled, laughter echoed down the lane, children darted through the snow. Somewhere, joy bubbled overbut not in this quiet room.
Late into the evening, my phone finally rang. It was a brief call. A cheerful voice, rushed and businesslike. No real questions. No time to linger.
And then, silence once again.
I picked up the glass from his place at the table, raised it gently, and whispered my thanksfor the years, for the love, for having been someones everything.
Then I began to clear the tableslowly, carefullythe way you do when you know this moment will never come again.
I sat by the window, wrapped in darkness. Outside, Christmas carried on. But inside, only memories remained.
The table was set for two.
One place stayed empty.
Have you ever found yourself preparing a place for someone whos no longer herenot because you really expect them to return, but because your heart isnt ready to let them go?
On Christmas Eve, I Set the Table for Two, Even Though I Knew I Would Be Dining Alone












