The sharp snap of a dry twig under my foot didnt even register. Instead, the whole world seemed to lurch, spinning before my eyes in a whirl of colours, only to burst into countless dazzling sparks that all gathered at onceright in my left arm, just above the elbow.
Ow I gasped, clutching my injured arm before letting out a full-throated wail of pain.
Jack! Lucy, my mate, bolted over, sliding to her knees in front of me. Does it hurt?
No, of course not! Feels fantastic! I gritted my teeth, struggling not to whimper as I forced the sarcasm out.
Lucy reached out, gingerly touching my shoulder.
Just leave it alone! I barked, sharply enough to startle her. My eyes flashed. It hurts! Dont touch me!
That just made it worsetwice as bad, really. For one thing, it seemed Id broken my arm and was doomed to a whole month of boring afternoons and the guaranteed mockery of my mates once they saw the cast. But what stung even more was knowing Id brought this on myself, clambering up that tree just to show off for Lucy, hoping to prove how clever and brave I was. I could have lived with the pain or the cast, but knowing Id made a fool of myself in front of Lucywell, that twisted me up completely. The worst part? Now she wanted to feel sorry for me! Not a chance. I scrambled up, cradling my useless arm, and stormed off towards the hospital.
Jack, cheer up! Lucy hurried after me, doing her best to sound upbeat. Itll be all right, Jack! Honestly, it will!
Just drop it, will you? I stopped, spat on the pavement, and fixed her with a withering look. How do you reckon itll be all right? Ive broken my arm, for crying out loud! Are you thick or something? Just go home, youre properly getting on my nerves!
Without another word, I strode ahead, not bothering to look back. Lucy stood there blinking her big grey-green eyes, whispering after me, Itll be all right, Jack itll be all right
***
Mr John Carter, if we dont see the funds arrive within the next twenty-four hours, well be rather disappointed. Oh, and by the way, theyre forecasting icy roads tomorrow, so best be careful driving, eh? You know, sometimes these terrible accidents happenone never knows. All the best.
The voice fell silent. I tossed my phone aside, gripping my hair, and slumped back in the chair.
Where am I supposed to get that kind of money? That payment wasnt due until next month
Letting out a sigh, I snatched up the phone again, dialed a number, and put it to my ear.
Mrs Barbara Simmons, is there any way we can make the payment to our partners at the holding company today for the equipment delivery?
But Mr Carter
Can we or cant we?
Yes, but the schedule for this months payments
To hell with the schedule! Well sort it. Transfer the funds to the holding company today.
All right, buttherell be problems with
I cut her off and mashed the end call button before slamming my fist against the armrest.
Bloody leeches
Something soft brushed my shoulder unexpectedly, making me flinch and nearly jump out of my skin.
Sophie, didnt I ask you not to come near me when Im working? Didnt I?
My wife, Sophie, pressed her lips gently to my ear and ran her hand through my hair.
Jack, just try not to worry. Everything will be all right.
Im sick of you saying that, Sophie! Dont you get it? If I end up dead tomorrow, then maybe itll be all right for you as well!
I leapt to my feet, grabbed her by the arms and pushed her away.
What were you doing, making casserole or something? Well, go and make it! Stop winding me upIve enough on my plate!
Sophie let out a tired sigh and headed for the door. At the threshold, she paused, turned, and whispered the same old words.
***
You know Im lying here, thinking back over our life
The old man cracked his eyelids open, his cloudy gaze lingering on his wife. Her once-beautiful face was crisscrossed with fine wrinkles, her shoulders drooped, and the graceful posture of her youth was long gone. She adjusted the drip in his arm and smiled at him quietly, not letting go of his hand.
Every time I got myself into a mess, every time I landed at deaths door, in the worst scrapes imaginable it was always you, coming to say the same thing. Youve no idea how much it wound me up. Sometimes I wanted to throttle you for being so bloody naïve and repetitive, he managed a weak smile, then fell into a coughing fit. When it passed, he pressed on, I broke my arms and legs, people threatened my life a dozen times, I lost everything, went to hell and back, and all my life you just repeated, Itll be all right. And, funny thing, you were never wrong. How did you always know?
I didnt know anything, Jack, she sighed. You thought I was saying it for you? I was saying it for myself, to cope. I loved you to bits, daft as it is. Youre my life, you always have been. When things went wrong, my heart turned inside out. So many tears, so many sleepless nights But I kept repeating to myself: Even if the sky falls in, as long as hes alive, itll be all right.
Jack closed his eyes for a moment and squeezed her hand.
So thats it. And there I was, getting cross with you. Forgive me, Sophie. Didnt know any better. Lived my whole life and hardly gave you a thought. What a fool.
Without a word, Sophie brushed a tear from her wrinkled cheek and bent over him.
Jack, love, dont worry yourself
She paused, searching his eyes, before laying her head gently on his unmoving chest, still stroking his cooling hand.
It was all right, Jackie, it was all rightShe sat there for a long time, the room filled only with the murmured song of the machines and the hush of their memories. Outside, rain pattered against the windowsteady, gentle, like the rhythm of an old heart. Sophie listened, her hand in his, and found herself whispering, Itll be all right, Jack, one final time.
And perhaps it was. Because in that stillness, through all the years of squabbles and stumbles, fears and stubborn pride, what remained was loveplain as sunlight on a rainy day. Sophie sat with him, warm tears tracing soft lines down her face, and let her heart be turned inside out, grateful for every moment.
Somewhere far off, she heard laughterquick and bright, like children tumbling through summer grass. And for the first time in a long while, Sophie smiled and felt, deep down, that it truly would be.












