And who do you think you are, telling me what to do! barked Mrs. Margaret Whitmore, flinging a wet cloth straight into my wifes face. Living under my roof, eating my food!
Rebecca wiped her face, her fists clenched. Three months married, yet every day felt like a fresh battlefield.
I do the cleaning, the cooking, the washing! What more do you want from me?
Want you to keep your mouth shut, thats what! Harlot! Swanning in here with a child that isnt even ours!
Little Lucy peered nervously from behind the kitchen door. Only four, yet shed already learned that Grandma could be awfully nasty.
Mum, thats enough! I came in from the garden, still in my muddy work boots. What are you shouting about now?
Your darling wife, thats what! Cheeky as anything! I tell her the soups too salty and she bites my head off!
The soups perfectly fine, Rebecca said, exhausted. You just pick at me on purpose.
See? Did you hear that? Mum jabbed her finger at her. Says Im picking on her. In my own house!
I walked over and put my arm around Rebeccas shoulders.
Mum, leave it. Rebeccas done everything for the house today. You’re always having a go.
Thats it, then! Set against your own mother! Raised you, and now this!
She stormed out, slamming the door. The kitchen was smothered in heavy silence.
Im sorry, I stroked Rebeccas hair gently. Mums impossible these days.
Steven, maybe we should look for somewhere to rent? Even just a room?
On what money? Im a farmhand, not a bank manager. We barely scrape by as it is.
Rebecca leant her head on my chest. A good woman, kind and hard-working. Only her mother-in-law turned her life upside down.
Wed met at the village fete Rebecca was selling knitted scarves; I was buying socks. We struck up a chat. I told her straight away I didnt care she had a child from before I loved kids.
The wedding was a simple do. Mum took against her from the word go. Young, attractive, university-educated accountant. And I was only a farmhand.
Mum, dinners ready, little Lucy tugged at her skirt.
Ill be there, darling.
At supper, Mum pushed her plate across the table with a dramatic sigh.
Inedible. You cook like its pigswill.
Mum! I banged my fist. Thats enough!
Just telling it how it is! You should see how clever Susan is! Not like her!
Susan was Mums daughter from her first marriage. Lived in London, only visited once a year. The house was in her name, even though she never lived here.
If you dont like my cooking, you can always cook for yourself, said Rebecca softly.
You ungrateful little Mum shrieked.
Enough! I stepped between them. Mum, calm down or were leaving. Tonight.
Where would you go, then? Out on the street? The house isnt yours, remember!
That was true. We lived here only at Susans pleasure.
***
A Weighty Burden
That night, Rebecca couldnt sleep. I wrapped my arms round her and whispered,
Hold on, love. Ill save for a tractor, start my own job, and well afford our own place.
Stevie, you know a tractor costs a fortune
Ill buy an old one, do it up. I know what Im doing. Just have faith.
In the morning, Rebecca rushed to the bathroom, feeling sick. Surely not?
The pregnancy test showed two lines.
Steven! she burst into the room. Look at this!
I blinked the sleep from my eyes, saw the test stick and suddenly, I was dizzy with happiness.
Rebecca! My love! Were having a baby!
Shh! Mum will hear!
Too late. Mum was standing at the door.
Whats all this racket?
Mum, were going to have a baby! I beamed.
She curled her lip.
And where do you plan on living, eh? Cant fit a baby in here. Susan will have you out the door in no time.
She wont! I squared up to her. I was born here too.
Doesnt matter, boy. I put the house in her name. Youre just tenants now.
The joy in the room vanished. Rebecca sat down hard.
A month later, disaster struck. She was carrying a heavy bucket up from the well we had no taps indoors. Suddenly, she doubled over in pain; her trousers stained with bright red
Steven! she shouted.
It was a miscarriage. The doctor said it was caused by overexertion and stress. She needed rest.
How could anyone rest in this house?
Rebecca lay in hospital, staring at the ceiling. That was it she couldnt go on.
Im leaving, she told her friend on the phone. I just cant take it anymore.
Becky, but what about Steven? He loves you.
Hes a good man. But his mother Shell be the end of me.
After work, I dashed to the hospital, mucky, exhausted, bouquet of cow parsley in hand.
Rebecca, my darling, forgive me. Im so sorry. I should have protected you.
Steven, I cant stay there any longer.
I understand. Ill take out a loan. Well rent a place.
Theyll never lend you enough. Your pays too low.
Ill get a second job. Night shifts at the dairy. Days on the farm, nights milking cows.
Stevie, youll make yourself ill!
Ill manage. For you, Id move mountains.
Rebecca came home a week later. Mum met her on the doorstep with her usual warmth:
Didnt look after yourself, did you? I knew you were weak.
Rebecca brushed past her without a word. Not worth giving her the satisfaction.
I was working from dawn till midnight. Farm in the morning, dairy at night, snatching three hours sleep.
Ill find a job too, Rebecca said. Theres an opening at the estate office for an accountant.
Wont pay much.
Every little helps.
She started work. Mornings, she took Lucy to nursery, then to the office. Evenings, collect Lucy, make dinner, do the laundry. Mum was just as harsh, but Rebecca seemed not to hear her any more.
***
A Place to Call Our Own
I was still saving up for the tractor. Eventually, I found a battered, rusty heap. The owner was practically giving it away.
Take out a loan, Rebecca urged. Fix it up, well bring in extra cash.
What if its hopeless?
Nonsense. Youve got magic hands.
We got the loan. The tractor sat on the drive a pile of scrap, as everyone said.
Well, thisll be good for nothing but the tip! Mum scoffed.
I said nothing, dismantling the engine late into the night, torch in hand. Rebecca fetched tools, held bits steady.
Go to bed, love. Youre knackered.
We started this together; we finish it together.
A month passed, then two. Neighbours laughed There goes daft Steven and his wreck of a tractor.
But one morning it sprang to life. I of all people couldnt believe it.
Rebecca! Its running! It works!
She threw her arms round me in the yard.
I knew youd do it! Ive always believed in you!
First job tilling Mr. Higgs garden. Next delivering logs for Mrs. Fuller. Then more and more. The pounds started coming in.
Then, just as things brightened, Rebecca felt sick again.
Steven, I think Im expecting.
No heavy lifting this time! Promise me! Ill do it all!
I treated her like glass, never letting her carry so much as a bucket. Mum grumbled:
Soft as feathers! Had three myself and got on just fine! Not like her!
But I wouldnt budge. No risks.
At seven months, Susan turned up with her husband and big news.
Mum, were putting the house on the market. Got a great offer. Youll come and stay with us.
And them? she nodded towards us.
Who? Steven and Rebecca? Let them sort themselves out!
Susan, I was born here! This is my home! I protested.
Yes, but the deeds are in my name, arent they?
Whens the move? Rebecca asked quietly.
One month.
I steamed; Rebecca gently steadied my arm quietly, best not to argue.
That night, wrapped up together, we weighed our options.
What now? Theres a baby on the way.
Well find somewhere. So long as were together.
I threw myself into work. The tractor chugged from dawn to dusk. A weeks takings equalled my old monthly wage.
Then Mr. Morgan, from the next parish, called up.
Steven, Im selling my cottage. Old but sound. Wont want much for it. Fancy a look?
We drove over. The place was elderly but solid. Wood stove, three rooms, a ramshackle shed.
Whats the price?
He gave it. We could cover half.
Will you let us pay in instalments? Half now, half in six months?
Youre reliable. I trust you.
We came home as light as air. Mum was waiting.
Where have you been? Susans brought round the paperwork!
Thats fine, Rebecca answered evenly. Were moving out.
Where to? The street?
To our own place. We bought a house.
She gaped.
Rubbish! Whered you get the money?
We earned it, I said, hugging Rebecca. While you were wagging your tongue, we worked.
We moved within two weeks. Not much to pack what do you own when youve lived on someone else’s charity?
Lucy ran wild in the rooms, the terrier barked.
Mum, is this really ours?
It is, sweetheart. Ours for real.
Mum visited a day before we left.
Steven, Ive been thinking Maybe I could come with you? Londons so stuffy.
No, Mum. You made your choice. Live with Susan.
But Im your mother!
A mother doesnt call her granddaughter a stranger. Goodbye.
I closed the door. It weighed on me, but it was right.
Matthew arrived in March. A sturdy, healthy boy hollering for England.
Hes all you, the midwife laughed.
I held my son and barely breathed.
Thank you, Rebecca. For everything.
No, thank you. For not giving up. For believing.
We settled in, little by little. Dug a veggie patch, bought a few hens. The tractor kept us afloat. In the evenings, wed sit together on the porch. Lucy played with the dog; Matthew dozed in his crib.
You know what, Rebecca said, Im happy.
Me too.
You remember the worst times? I never thought Id survive it.
But you did. Youre strong.
Were strong. Together.
The sun dipped behind the woods. The house smelt of bread and milk. A real home our home.
Where no one would sneer or threaten to throw us out.
Where we could love, raise our children, and just be.
Where we could finally be happy.
***
I suppose every family faces its rough patches, and few are easy to overcome. Ours, the story of Rebecca and me, is like a mirror to all the suffering and hope that keeps people moving forward.
So here we go from hardship to happiness, then back to uncertainty, until luck finally relents.
But what would you have done, stuck in my shoes? Waited it out, or cut loose and started searching straight away for your own corner? And to you, what makes a true home a set of bricks and mortar, or the warmth you share inside it?
Id love to hear your thoughts, because life is one long lesson, and every lesson counts.
Looking back, Ive learned that sometimes you have to cut ties, work yourself to the bone, and trust those you love because only together do you truly build a home.












