Love Isnt for Show
Annabel stormed out of her cottage, the handle of a slopping pail digging into her hip as she stomped past her husband, Geoff. For three straight days, hed been faffing about with the garden well, chipping away at it with a chisel as if nothing else in the world needed doing. Carving fancy patterns, he said. For beauty, apparentlyas if the hens cared about aesthetics.
There she was, managing the household, feeding the livestock, mending this and that, while he stood there, covered in wood shavings, beaming at her as if hed just won the lottery. What sort of husband had fate dealt her? Never a tender word, never a fist slammed on the tablejust quiet work, with the occasional sweep of his hand down her thick chestnut braid, and a look in her eye. That was what passed for affection in these parts? Never a darling or a my dove in sight.
Lost in gloomy thoughts about her lot as a wife, Annabel nearly tripped over Old Rupert, their begrudgingly faithful sheepdog. Instantly, Geoff was at her side, steadying her, and fixing the dog with a stern glare.
Now, Rupert, whats all this? Mind where youre trotting, or youll lame your mistress, he said, in his soft way.
Rupert dropped his ears and sulked off to his kennel, miserable as wet washing on a Monday. Yet it struck Annabel, not for the first time, that even the animals seemed to understand her husband. Shed once asked Geoff about it, and his only reply was: I like animals, and they tend to return the favour.
But Annabel dreamed of loveof candlelit words, being swept up in arms, of wildflowers tossed on her pillow with the dawn. Alas, Geoff was as miserly with affection as a pensioner with his shillings, and shed begun to wonder whether he loved her at all.
Bit of Gods help to you, neighbours, called out Peter from over the hedge. Geoff, are you still mucking about with those silly carvings? Whos that going to impress?
I want my children to grow up with an eye for beauty, Geoff answered, intent on his work.
Children, eh? Best get a move on and have some, then! Peter guffawed, throwing Annabel a saucy wink.
Geoff glanced at Annabel, his eyes suddenly sad, and she scurried indoors, flushed and flustered. She wasnt in any rush to have childrennot with such a quiet husband. After all, she was still young, still had a bit of living to do. Besides, next to her, the neighbour Peter was quite the dashing chap, broad-shouldered, and always ready with a roguish smile. When they crossed paths at the gate, hed say charming thingshis voice as gentle as a summer shower: Rosie, youre the sunlight on a dreary day It sent her heart fluttering, though she always dodged him, firm in her vow to be a loyal wife. Mum and Dad had stuck together through thick and thin, and shed promised to do the same.
Still, she couldnt help but wonder what it would be like to catch Peters eye through the window.
Next morning, Annabel was ushering their plodding cow out to pasture when she damn near ran straight into Peter by the gate.
Annabel, my sweet dove, why do you keep dodging me, hm? Worried I might bite? he teased, giving her a wolfish grin. I cant get enough of your pretty face, it puts my head in a spin every time I see you. Come see me at sunrise, once your Geoffs pottering off to fish. Ill treat you like royaltya real lucky lady youll be.
Annabel blushed to her hairline, her heart doing a little jig beneath her apron, but said nothing and hurried past him.
Ill be waiting, he called after her, with a roguish glint.
She spent the day restless, the idea of love and affection spinning around her mind, and Peterwell, Peter wasnt half tempting. But she simply couldnt bring herself to like the idea. Still, sunrise was hours away, maybe shed change her mind by then
That evening, Geoff lit the fire in their ramshackle garden sauna, andbeing neighbourlyinvited Peter in for a steam. Peter jumped at the invitenothing wrong with a free sauna, and it saved his own firewood. There they sat, lashing each other with birch twigs and making noises like contented walruses. Afterwards, they shuffled out to the vestibule, where Annabel had left a little carafe of homemade sloe gin and a plate of nibbles. Shed just remembered a jar of her pickled gherkins was still in the cellar, so she popped down to fetch it. But as she came back up, she caught the sound of voices through the half-open door and froze, curiosity getting the better of her.
Honestly Geoff, you need to loosen up a bit, Peter was muttering, just loud enough to hear. Come out with meyou wont regret it. Theres widows there wholl make your toes curl. Real stunners, let me tell you, not like your Annabelquiet as a church mouse, that one.
No, mate, Geoff replied, his voice calm but steely. I dont want anyone but my wife. No beauties in this world could tempt me. Annabels no mouseshes the loveliest woman on this green and pleasant land. There isnt a flower or berry in England that can come near her. When I look at her I see no sunjust the eyes I love, and her slender waist. I feel more love for her than a river at full tide. My only curse is I cant say it rightnever could. She gets cross at me for it, I know she does and Im so frightened of losing her. Truth is, I couldnt breathe a day without her in the world.
Annabel stood there, stunned, her heart thumping fit to burst and a tear slipping down her cheek. Finally, she squared her shoulders, swept into the room, and announced loudly:
Off you go, Peterfind yourself some widows to cheer up; my husband and I have more important matters to attend to. Theres not a soul here yet to gaze at the beauty Geoffs carved for us. Forgive me, my love, for my foolish thoughtsholding happiness right in my hands, but failing to see it. Come on, thenhavent we wasted enough time already?
And thats why, the very next morning, Geoff somehow forgot all about his fishing rod, and the two of them lingered at homefinally seeing the beauty, and love, that was there all along.












