The Painful Truth Inside
I was out in the garden, pegging wet laundry onto the washing line when I heard sobbing from the other side of the fence. Curious, I peered through a gap and saw Emily the eight-year-old girl next door. Although Emily was in Year Three, she still looked as though she could be six: tiny, skinny, brown hair plastered to her face.
Emily, did someone upset you again? Come on, pop around, I said, removing the loose fence panel so she could squeeze through she did this so often shed practically made a path.
Mums thrown me out again. She shouted get out and pushed me out the front door, Emily answered, dabbing her eyes. She and Uncle Colin are inside, having a laugh.
Alright, come in, love. Beth and Michael are having their tea you can eat with us, I offered.
Id rescued Emily plenty of times from her mothers harshness. Luckily, being neighbours made it easy for me to take her in until her mother, Claire, calmed down and cooled off.
Emily often watched Beth and Michael longingly. My wife Jane and I adored our own children, never raised our voices at them. Our home was always peaceful, and our relationship was warm and caring. Emily could feel that, and she envied the gentle atmosphere so much it made her chest ache, like a weight pressing down. She loved being with us, basking in the kindness.
At home, Emily was forbidden from most things. Her mother put her to work carrying water, cleaning the shed, weeding the vegetable patch, and washing floors. Claire had given birth to Emily out of wedlock and never really took to her from the start. Emilys nan, Claires mum, was still alive then but poorly; she was the one who loved her granddaughter and looked after Emily while Claire did nothing.
Life was better when Nan was there, but she passed when Emily turned six, and things became much tougher. Claire grew bitter about being on her own, always comparing herself to other women who had husbands. She worked as a cleaner at the local bus depot, surrounded by men. One day, a new driver arrived Colin and the two quickly struck up a relationship.
Colin was divorced, paid child support for a son, and happily moved in when Claire invited him. He was grateful for a roof over his head after his ex-wife had thrown him out. Claire fussed over Colin, doted on him, and gave him all her attention.
Colin quickly realised living with Claire suited him fine. Her daughter, he thought, was no trouble She can keep out of the way, and when shes older shell help out around the house.
So Claire lavished care on Colin but constantly berated Emily, made her do chores, cuffed her around the head or sometimes worse.
If you wont listen, Ill send you off to foster care, Claire threatened.
Emily struggled with cleaning the shed and got punished for it. Shed sit behind the currant bush by our fence and cry quietly. Whenever I saw her, Id bring her inside. She became a shy, withdrawn child.
Neighbours all knew Claire was unkind to her daughter village gossip travelled fast. I didnt keep quiet about it either, which prompted Claire to spread lies.
Dont believe that busybody Jane next door. Shes got her eye on my Colin, thats why she makes up lies about us.
Claire and Colin often hosted boozy gatherings. Whenever the house turned rowdy, Emily ran away and spent the night with us. Jane understood Emilys feelings like nobody else, and we both felt sorry for her.
Years passed. Emily worked hard at school and grew up quickly. After she finished Year Eleven, she dreamed of applying to nursing college in London. But her mother was adamant:
Youll get a job. Youre old enough now, cant sit around sponging off us, Claire scolded, and told her off for crying indoors.
After settling herself, Emily came to our house and confided in Jane. Both our children were already studying in the city. This time, Jane couldnt hold back and went round to confront Claire.
Claire, youre no mother youre cruel. Most parents do everything for their kids, but you treat yours harshly. You dont love her, yet she is your child! Its your duty, and having some basic decency is not too much to ask. Shes nearly a top student after finishing eleven years of school. Where dyou expect her to slave away? Thats your daughter! One day youll be crawling back to her.
And who are you to lecture me? Claire spat back. Keep your nose out mind your own children, not mine. Shes always running to you to complain.
Give it a rest. Colins own lad is studying in town, even if he doesnt live with him. But youre making your daughter miserable. Wake up are you a mother, or what?
Claire shouted, cursed, then collapsed in defeat on the sofa.
Yes, Im strict, I scold Emily, but its for her own good so she grows up different to me. I dont want her ending up like I did. Fine, let her go to the city and enrol, let her learn, she shrugged.
Emily enrolled easily into nursing college and was over the moon. She did feel self-conscious in her simple clothes, standing out in her group, but there were other girls from villages who didnt look flash either. She rarely visited home.
She dreaded going back to her mother and stepfather, but during holidays she had no choice. Her first stop was always our house Jane sat her down, fed her, listened to her stories. All of us welcomed her warmly.
Claire had new problems Colin had started seeing a younger woman. Claire was tense and often argued; Emily arrived home right in the middle of one of these rows. Her mother sneered:
What are you doing here? Not like I have time for you. Want to sponge off us for a bit? You should get a holiday job.
One evening, Colin came home and started packing.
And where do you think youre going? Youre not leaving! Claire shrieked. He looked at her with a smirk.
Rebeccas expecting my child, and Im not going to abandon her or my baby. Unlike you you dont care about your daughter. My kid will know both parents, live in love. You tossed your girl aside as if she turned up in a bin. Thats your problem. My child will have both mother and father from day one. And with that, he left.
Those words devastated Claire. For once, she was speechless. Colin spoke the raw truth, and it silenced her, left her hollow inside.
Emily heard everything but didnt try to comfort her mum. She remembered how, for the slightest noise when Colin rested, her mother would hit her and boot her outside. Colin never defended her, just watched with a smirk, playing king of the house.
In her final year, Emily found work at the hospital, supporting herself. She didnt visit home her mother drank heavily, looked haggard, and scraped by for cash. Emily transformed from a timid child to a capable, kind-hearted nurse. Colleagues admired her and praised her upbringing even credited her mother for it. Emily only smiled quietly.
My real upbringing came from Jane, she thought, its her I owe gratitude for the care, the protection, the encouragement, and introducing me to a career I love.
Claire started bringing strange drinking pals home, and although Emilys visits were rare, she was always shocked at the state of the place. Claire had lost her job ages ago. Emily knew words wouldnt help; she wished she could kick out all those friends, redecorate, rebuild some kind of relationship with her mum, forget old wounds. But Claire resisted everything, sinking lower.
She held back tears
After graduating, Emily returned home. Claire was alone, and glared angrily at her daughter.
What are you doing here? How long you staying? Theres nothing in the fridge, its switched off. Give me some money, my heads killing me.
A lump rose in Emilys throat but she held back tears, answering,
Dont worry, I wont stay long I finished college with honours, Im off to work in the county hospital. I wont be able to come back much, but Ill send you some money occasionally. So, goodbye, Mum.
Claire probably didnt even register what Emily said her only thought was for drink, and she begged for cash.
Give me money, my heads a mess. Dont you care about your mum? What sort of daughter are you
Emily took out some cash thirteen pounds fifty in notes and coins left it on the table and quietly closed the door behind her. She lingered, hoping her mother might run after her, offer a hug. But nothing. Slowly, she walked over to ours.
Jane was thrilled and sat Emily down.
Come along, Emily, join us for lunch. My husbands already at the table, she smiled.
Oh I nearly forgot, she said, producing a bag from the next room, This is for you a little present for passing with distinction, plus some money to help you get started.
Emily thanked her and burst into tears.
Aunt Jane, why is it this way? Why does my own mum treat me like Im nothing?
Dont cry, Emily, Jane hugged her, Dont cry. Theres nothing you could have done Claire is who she is. Maybe you were simply born at the wrong time. But youre clever and beautiful, youll be loved and happy.
Emily moved to the county town, worked in the surgical ward as a nurse, and soon met a young surgeon, Oliver, who fell for her at once. They married in no time, and at the wedding, Jane took the mothers seat at the table, glowing with happiness.
Claire continued getting money from her daughter and boasted to her drinking pals,
My daughter sends me cash shes grateful for everything I did! I educated her. But she didnt invite me to the wedding, never visits, and Ive never met the grandkids or son-in-law.
One day Jane found Claire, dead on the floor of her house. No one knew how long shed been there; the garden had been unusually quiet and prompted Jane to investigate. Emily and Oliver buried Claire, quickly sold the house, and only visited me occasionally, dropping in to share tea and laughter.












