A Sense of Foreboding

Author Harlan CovingtonReading 7 minViews 3

Oliver lives in a ninestorey panel tower block where the walls seem thinner than paper and every neighbours sneeze reverberates through the radiators.

He no longer flinches when doors slam, ignores the occasional furniture shuffle, and never hears the TV blare from the pensioner downstairs.

But what the man above himsome bloke called Danieldoes drives him mad and makes him unleash a string of curses.

Every Saturday this troublesome fellow shamelessly bangs a drill or a rotary hammer. Sometimes at nine in the morning, sometimes at eleven. Always on a day off, always just when Oliver desperately wants to sleep in.

At first Oliver, a hardly quarrelsome sort, takes it philosophically: Maybe its just a renovation that ran over I can understand, he thinks, tossing from side to side in bed and pulling the pillow over his head.

Weeks pass and the hammers roar still jerks him awake each Saturday, in short bursts or long droning whines. It feels as if the neighbour starts a job, abandons it, then returns to it.

Occasionally the grating noise lands on his head not only in the morning but also midweek around seven oclock, when he gets home from work yearning for quiet. Each time Oliver wants to march up and tell the neighbour everything he thinks, yet fatigue, laziness, or a simple aversion to conflict hold him back.

One Saturday, when the drill roars once more above his head, Oliver finally loses patience and bolts upstairs. He rings the bell, pounds on the doorno answer. Only the cursed hammer keeps screaming, its vibrations pounding his skull.

Someday Ill! he shouts, but the sentence dies off. He cant even picture what someday will look like.

He imagines everything from cutting the power to the whole building to more elaborate schemes: filing a complaint, calling the local constable, even plugging the ventilation with foam.

Sometimes he pictures the neighbour realising hes a nuisance and apologising, or moving out, or simply doing anything to stop the drilling.

That sound becomes for Oliver a symbol of injustice. He keeps thinking, Someone should be fed up and put an end to this madness! Yet everyone stays in their own flats, untouched.

Then something Oliver never expects happens

He wakes on a Saturday not to the drill but to absolute silence. He lies still, listening for the cursed machine, but the quiet is thick, calm, almost tangible.

Broken! a delighted thought flashes through his mind. Or has the monster finally gone?

The day drifts by with a strange sense of freedom. The vacuum hums softly, the kettle whistles gently, and the TVs buzz no longer rattles the ceiling.

Oliver lounges on the sofa and catches himself smilingwide, childlike.

Sunday is quiet too, and Monday, Tuesday, Wednesdayall the days follow, as if the noise has been cut out of his life. The silence from above lingers for almost a week.

He no longer blames it on a repair, a holiday, or a fluke. The pause feels unnatural, unsettlinga sharp contrast after months of relentless clatter.

He stands before the neighbours door, gathering courage, trying to decide why he should knock: to make sure everythings alright? To confirm he isnt imagining things?

He presses the buzzer. The door swings open almost immediately, and he senses somethings wrong.

On the landing stands a pregnant woman, face pale, eyes swollen. Hes only seen her a couple of times before, but now she looks older, as if years have been added to her face.

You Daniels wife? he asks cautiously.

She nods.

What happened? I havent heard any noise for ages

He stops, words stuck in his throathow can he explain that he came because of the silence?

She steps back, letting him in, and a soft voice whispers:

Lesh is gone.

Oliver doesnt grasp it at once; it takes a few seconds for the meaning to settle.

When? he asks.

Last Saturday, early morning, she says, wiping a tear. You see, that endless renovation he was exhausted. He only ever worked on weekendsno time during the week. That day he got up before me wanted to finish the babys cot. He was in a hurry, scared hed be late

She gestures toward the flats interior. By the wall sits a halfassembled baby cot, instruction booklet, boxes of fittings, bits of wood strewn on the floor.

He just fell, she whispers. His heart gave out. I didnt even wake up.

Oliver stands, rooted to the spot. The womans words seep slowly, heavily into his mind.

The familiar drill noise that once irritated him, that hed cursed along with its owner, is now a memory. His eyes fall on the cots box of tiny screws, a hex key, stickers with part numbersall neatly laid out, the sort of care only someone who truly wants to create something important shows.

Do you need any help? he asks softly, but she shakes her head.

Thank you, no

He leaves almost on tiptoes, as if retreating from fresh pain. He descends the stairs, gripping the railing, each step echoing a dull, guilty weight that burns without a clear shape.

Back home he looks up at the ceiling. The silence hangs dense, almost accusing.

Perhaps its because he hated Danielnot for the man himself, but because he stole his sleep? Hed cursed him, turned him into mere noise, an inconvenience.

Now Daniels gone. In his place is a woman mourning him, a child on the way who will never know his father, and a cot he never got to finish.

Maybe I should visit his wife, Oliver thinks, to help. She probably cant do it alone

That evening, after his thoughts settle, Oliver looks again at the ceilings dead quiet. He sits in the dim kitchen, realising he wont be able to fall asleep without doing something. He goes upstairs, rings the bell. The door opens; the woman raises her eyebrows in surpriseshe didnt expect him.

A little embarrassed, Oliver says quietly:

Look, I know we barely know each other, but if youll let me I can assemble the cot. He wanted it ready. And if its alright, Id like to help.

She says nothing at first, just studies him as if trying to decipher his words. Then she slowly nods.

Come in.

Oliver steps inside, careful not to step on the scattered parts. He works long and silently, fitting bolts, tightening screws.

The woman sits on the sofa, hand on her swollen belly, occasionally sobbing quietly, trying not to disturb. When Oliver fastens the final bolt and lifts the cot into place, the rooms atmosphere shifts, as if a tension has been released.

She draws nearer, runs her hand along the smooth wooden slat.

Thank you, she whispers. You cant imagine how much this means.

Oliver can only nod, unsure what to say. As he leaves, he realises that for the first time in ages he has done something genuinely right, and he feels certain he will return.

The Manor Smelled of French Perfume and Lovelessness. Little Lizzie Only Knew One Pair of Warm Hands—Those of the Housekeeper, Nora. But Then Money Vanished from the Safe, and Those Hands Were Gone Forever. Twenty Years Later, Lizzie Returns—With a Child in Her Arms and a Truth That Burns in Her Throat… *** The Scent of Dough Was Home. But Not the Home with the Marble Staircase and Three-Tiered Crystal Chandelier Where Lizzie Grew Up—No, the Real One. The Home She Invented for Herself While Sitting on a Wooden Stool in a Cozy Kitchen, Watching Nora’s Water-Reddened Hands Knead Springy Batter. “Why is the dough alive?” Five-Year-Old Lizzie Would Ask. “Because it breathes,” Nora Would Say Without Looking Up. “See it bubble? It’s happy it’ll be in the oven soon. Odd thing, to rejoice at fire, isn’t it?” Back then, Lizzie Didn’t Understand. Now—She Did. She Stood at the Edge of a Rutted Country Lane, Clutching Four-Year-Old Mikey to Her Chest. The Bus Had Left Them Behind in the Grey February Dusk, and Now There Was Only the Silence—That Special Village Quiet, Where You Hear Snow Creaking Beneath Strangers’ Boots Three Doors Down. Mikey Didn’t Cry. He’d Almost Stopped Crying Altogether in the Past Six Months—He’d Learned How. He Just Looked at Her with Those Dark, Far-Too-Serious Eyes, and Every Time Lizzie Shivered: Her Ex-Husband’s Eyes. His Jaw. His Silence—Always Hiding Something. Don’t Think About Him. Not Now. “Mum, I’m cold.” “I know, little man. We’ll find it.” She Didn’t Know the Address. Didn’t Even Know if Nora Was Still Alive—Twenty Years Had Passed, a Whole Lifetime. All She Remembered: “Pinewood Village, Surrey.” And the Smell of That Dough. The Warmth of Those Hands—the Only Hands in the Whole Grand House That Ever Stroked Her Head Just Because, for No Reason. The Road Led Past Sagging Fences. Here and There Yellow, Dim, but Living Light Shone from a Window. Lizzie Stopped at the Last Cottage—Her Legs Wouldn’t Carry Her Any Further, and Mikey Felt Too Heavy. The Gate Creaked Open. Two Steps Up to the Porch, Snow-Blanketed. The Door—Old, Cracked, Its Paint Peeling. She Knocked. Silence. Then—A Shuffling Step. The Sound of a Bolt Sliding Back. And a Voice—Hoarse, Older, But So Familiar It Took Lizzie’s Breath Away: “Who’s out this time of night?” The Door Opened. On the Threshold Stood a Tiny, Elderly Woman in a Knitted Cardigan Pulled Over Her Nightdress. Her Face—Wrinkled Like a Baked Apple, but the Eyes Were the Same. Faded, Blue, Still So Alive. “Nora…” The Old Woman Stopped. Then Slowly Raised Her Hand—That Same Hardworking, Knobby-Fingered Hand—and Touched Lizzie’s Cheek. “Good heavens… Little Lizzie?” Lizzie’s Knees Gave Way. She Stood, Holding Her Son, Speechless—Just Hot Tears Streaming Down Her Frozen Face. Nora Asked Nothing. Not ‘Where From?’, Not ‘Why?’, Not ‘What Happened?’. She Just Unfastened Her Old Overcoat Hanging by the Door and Wrapped It Around Lizzie’s Shoulders. Then She Gently Took Mikey—He Didn’t Even Flinch, Just Looked at Her with Dark Eyes—And Drew Him Close. “Well, you’re home now, lovebird,” She Said. “Come in. Come in, darling.” *** Twenty Years. That’s Plenty of Time to Build an Empire and Tear It Down. Enough to Forget Your Own Language. To Bury Parents—Though Lizzie’s Were Still Alive, Just as Distant and Familiar as Furniture in a Rented Flat. As a Child Lizzie Thought Their House Was the Entire World: Four Floors of Happiness—A Drawing Room with a Fireplace, Her Father’s Study Scented with Cigar Smoke and Sternness, Her Mother’s Bedroom with Velvet Curtains, and—Somewhere Below, in the Basement—the Kitchen. Her Realm. Nora’s Kingdom. “Lizzie, not here,” The Nannies and Tutors Would Scold. “Upstairs, with Mummy.” But Mummy Was Always Upstairs on the Telephone. With Friends, Business Partners, Lovers—Lizzie Didn’t Understand, but She Felt It: Something Was Off in How Her Mother Laughed on the Line and How Her Face Would Instantly Fall When Her Father Entered. But in the Kitchen Everything Was Right. There, Nora Taught Lizzie to Pinch Pastries—Lopsided, Misshapen, Ragged-Edged. There They Waited Together for the Dough to Rise—“Quiet, Lizzie, hush, or it’ll sulk and sink.” And When Arguments Started Upstairs, Nora Sat Her on Her Lap and Sang—Simple, Country Tunes, Wordless, Only Melodies. “Nora, are you my mummy?” Six-Year-Old Lizzie Once Asked. “Oh, sweetie, no. I’m just the help.” “Then why do I love you more than Mummy?” Nora Was Silent for a Long Time, Stroking Lizzie’s Hair. Then She Whispered: “Love doesn’t ask. It just comes, and comes. You love your mum too, just differently.” Lizzie Didn’t Love Her. She Knew That Even Then—with a Child’s Scary Clarity. Mummy Was Beautiful, Important, Bought Dresses and Took Her to Paris. But Mummy Never Sat by Her Side When Lizzie Was Ill. That Was Nora—Watching Over Through the Night, Cool Hand on Forehead. Then Came That Evening. *** “Eighty Thousand,” Lizzie Heard Through the Half-Closed Door. “From the Safe. I Know I Put It There.” “Maybe You Spent It and Forgot?” “Ian!” Her Father’s Voice—Tired, Flat, Like Everything About Him Those Last Years: “All right, all right. Who had access?” “Nora cleaned in the study. She knows the code—I told her myself, so she could dust.” Pause. Lizzie Pressed Himself into the Wall, Feeling Something Inside Her Tearing. “Her mother’s got cancer,” Her Father Said. “Treatment’s expensive. She asked for an advance last month.” “I didn’t give it.” “Why not?” “Because she’s staff, Ian. If you start giving every maid a handout for her mother, her father, her brother…” “Marina.” “What, Marina? You see it yourself. She needed the money, she had access…” “We just don’t know for sure.” “You want the police? Scandal? So everyone hears our house is full of thieves?” Silence. Lizzie Closed Her Eyes. She Was Nine—Old Enough to Understand, Too Young to Change Anything. The Next Morning, Nora Was Packing. Lizzie Watched from the Doorway—Small, in Her Teddy Pyjamas, Barefoot on the Cold Hall Floor. Nora Folded Her Things into a Shabby Bag: Dressing Gown, Slippers, a Small Saint Nicholas Icon Always on Her Nightstand. “Nora…” She Turned. Her Face—Calm. Just Her Eyes—Red, Swollen. “Lizzie. Why aren’t you asleep?” “You’re leaving?” “Leaving, love. To my mum. She’s very ill.” “What about me?” Nora Knelt—So Their Eyes Met. She Still Smelled of Dough—Always Did. “You’ll grow up, Lizzie. Grow up into a good person. Maybe someday come visit me. In Pinewood. Will you remember?” “Pinewood.” “Good girl.” She Kissed Lizzie’s Forehead—Quickly, Almost Secretly—and Gone. The Door Closed. The Lock Clicked. And That Scent—The Smell of Dough, Warmth, Home—Vanished for Good. *** The Cottage Was Tiny. One Room, a Stove in the Corner, A Table Covered With Oilcloth, Two Beds Behind a Floral Curtain. On The Wall—That Very Same Saint Nicholas, Darkened By Time and Candle Smoke. Nora Bustled—Boiling the Kettle, Fetching a Jar of Jam from the Cellar, Making up a Bed for Mikey. “Sit down, Lizzie. There’s no truth at your feet. Warm yourself, we’ll talk after.” But Lizzie Couldn’t Sit. She Stood in the Middle of That Poor, Tiny Cottage—She, Daughter of People Who Once Owned a Four-Storey Manor—And Felt Something Strange. Peace. For the First Time in Years—Real Peace. As If Something Inside, Stretched to Breaking, Finally Relented. “Nora,” She Said, Her Voice Quivering. “Nora, I’m Sorry.” “For what, love?” “For Not Protecting You Then. For Keeping Silent Twenty Years. For…” She Broke Off. How to Say It? How to Explain? Mikey Was Already Asleep—Gone Softly Under at First Touch of the Pillow. Nora Sat Opposite, Mug of Tea in Her Hands, Waiting. And Lizzie Told Her. How After Nora Left, The House Was Never Home Again. How Her Parents Divorced Two Years Later When Dad’s Business Collapsed and Took the Flat, Cars, Country Cottage with It. How Mum Moved to a New Husband in Germany, Dad Drank Himself to Death in a Bedsit by the Time Lizzie Was Twenty-Three. How Lizzie Was Left Completely Alone. “Then Slater Turned Up,” She Said, Eyes on the Table. “We’d Known Each Other Since School. He’d Visit, Remember? Skinny Boy, Wild Hair. Always Took Sweets from the Jar.” Nora Nodded. “I remember him.” “I thought—finally, a real family. Of my own.” Lizzie Gave a Bitter Smile. “But he gambled, Nora. Cards, slots, all of it. I didn’t know. He hid it. When I found out it was too late. Debts. Creditors. Mikey…” Silence. In the Stove, Wood Crackled. The Candle Before the Icon Flickered, Casting Jittery Shadows Down the Wall. “When I Filed for Divorce, He…” Lizzie Swallowed. “He Decided to Confess. Thought It Would Stop Me. That I’d Forgive. That I’d Value His Honesty.” “Confess what, sweetheart?” Lizzie Met Her Eyes. “He Stole the Money Back Then. From the Safe. He Knew The Code—Saw It Once at Our House. He Needed It…I Don’t Even Remember What For. His Gambling, I Guess. And You Took the Blame.” Silence. Nora Sat Unmoving. Her Face—Unreadable. Only Her Knotted Hands Round the Mug Seemed Whiter at the Joints. “Nora, please—forgive me. I only found out last week. I never knew, I…” “Hush.” Nora Rose. She Walked Slowly Over to Lizzie. And Just Like Twenty Years Ago, She Knelt—It Took Effort Now, Her Joints Stiff—To Meet Her Eye-To-Eye. “My darling child. What are you blaming yourself for?” “But your mum… You needed the money…” “My mum passed a year after. God rest her. I did alright. Kitchen garden, a nanny goat. Good neighbours. I don’t need much.” “But they sacked you! As a thief!” “Sometimes, darling, the Lord leads you to truth through injustice.” Nora Spoke Soft, Barely Above a Whisper. “If I hadn’t been fired, I might never have been with my mum at the end. That year was my dearest.” Lizzie Was Silent. In Her Chest Something Burned—Shame, Pain, Love, Gratitude—all at Once, All Jumbled. “Was I angry?” Nora Went On, “Of course I was. It hurt—so much! I never took one penny in my life. Then I was branded a thief. But then…it faded. Not at once. Years passed. But it faded. Because if you hang onto bitterness, it eats you up. And I wanted to live.” She Took Lizzie’s Hands in Hers—Cold, Rough, Knotted. “And look at you! You came. With your boy. To my old cottage. So, you remembered. So, you loved. Do you know what that’s worth? More than all the safes in the world.” Lizzie Cried. Not like a grown-up—quiet, hidden. Like a child—openly, into Nora’s thin, sturdy shoulder. *** Lizzie Woke Next Morning to a Smell. Dough. She Opened Her Eyes. Mikey Was Breathing Softly Beside Her, Sprawled Across His Pillow. Behind the Curtain Nora Moved—Arranging, Rustling Paper. “Nora?” “Awake, lovebird? Up you get, the pies are cooling.” Pies. Lizzie Got Up Dreamlike and Went Through. On the Table, On an Old Newspaper Sheet, There They Were—Golden-Brown, Lopsided, With Pinched Edges Just Like Childhood. And They Smelled—They Smelled Like Home. “I was thinking,” Nora Said, Pouring Tea into a Chipped Mug, “You could get a job at the village library down the road. It’s not much pay, but out here you don’t need much. We’ll sort Mikey for nursery—Valerie runs it, she’s lovely. Then we’ll see.” She Said It So Simply, So Matter-of-fact—As If It Was All Settled, Obvious. “Nora,” Lizzie Hesitated. “I’m…I’m nobody to you. So many years. Why did you…?” “Why what?” “Why did you take me in? Without questions? Just like that?” Nora Looked at Her—With That Wise, Kind Gaze Lizzie Remembered from Childhood. “Remember asking me why dough is alive?” “Because it breathes.” “Exactly. And so does love. It just breathes, and breathes. You can’t sack it, or throw it out. Wherever love settles, that’s where it lives. Even if it waits twenty years. Or thirty.” She Put a Pie Before Lizzie—Warm, Soft, Filled With Apple. “Go on, eat. You’re skin and bone now, girl.” Lizzie Bit In. For the First Time in Years—She Smiled. Outside, Dawn Broke. Snow Sparkled in the First Light, and the World—Vast, Complex, Unfair—Seemed, For a Second, Simple and Good. Like Nora’s Pies. Like Her Hands. Like Love You Can’t Sack. Mikey Came Through, Rubbing Sleepy Eyes. “Mum, it smells nice.” “That’s Granny Nora’s baking.” “Gran-ny?” He Tried the Word on His Tongue. Looked at Nora. She Smiled—Her Face Blooming With Wrinkles, Eyes Alight. “Granny, that’s right. Come, let’s eat.” He Sat, Ate, and For the First Time in Half a Year Laughed as Nora Showed Him How to Mould Silly Shapes From Dough. And Lizzie Watched Them—Her Son and This Woman She’d Once Called Mother—and Understood: This Was Home. Not Walls, Not Marble, Not Chandeliers. Just warm hands. Just the scent of dough. Just love—ordinary, earthly, quiet. The Kind of Love You Can’t Pay For. Can’t Buy. The Kind That Simply Is—and Remains, As Long as One Heart Keeps Beating. Memory’s a Strange Thing. We Forget Dates, Faces, Whole Years—but the Smell of Mum’s Pies Lasts to Our Last Breath. Maybe Because Love Doesn’t Live in the Head. It’s Deeper, Where Neither Grudge Nor Time Can Reach. And Sometimes, It Takes Losing Everything—Status, Money, Pride—to Remember the Way Home. To the Hands That Wait.

“Please… don’t leave me on my own again. Not tonight.” These were the last words 68-year-old retired police officer Arthur Hughes whispered before collapsing on the oak floor of his living room—and the only living soul to hear them was the one who’d listened to every word Arthur had uttered for nearly a decade: his faithful old K9 partner, Rex. Arthur was never one for sentimentality. Not in uniform, not out of it, not even after his wife passed away. His battles were kept silently beneath the surface. The locals knew him as the quiet widower who strolled the streets each evening with his grey-muzzled German Shepherd. They limped in step, moving side by side as if the years had tethered them together. To everyone else, they were simply two weary comrades who kept their distance from the world. But everything shifted that frosty evening. Rex was dozing by the radiator when he startled at a sudden crash—Arthur’s crumpled form hitting the floor. Instantly alert despite his aching limbs, Rex dragged himself to Arthur’s side, nose twitching as he sensed panic and pain in the air. Arthur’s breaths were wrong—jagged and fading. His hand grappled for something unseen, his voice a raspy whisper choked with fear and farewell. Rex didn’t understand the words, but he knew what they meant: don’t leave me. He barked—sharp, urgent, insistent—then clawed at the front door, leaving blood-red streaks down the paint. His cries rang through the crisp night. That’s when Ellie—the young woman from next door, who often brought Arthur homemade scones—came running. She’d heard enough canine barks to tell the difference between restless and life-or-death. She banged on the door. Locked. As she peered through the glass, she saw Arthur lying still. “Arthur!” she yelled, her voice trembling. She reached for the spare key, tucked beneath the doormat “just in case.” Hands shaking, she fumbled until the door finally flung open. She rushed in to find Rex hovering, whimpering as Arthur’s eyes rolled back. Ellie grabbed her phone, voice breaking: “999—my neighbour isn’t breathing properly!” Soon, the small living room was chaos. Paramedics dashed inside, only to find Rex standing guard, hunched protectively over his partner. “Miss, we need the dog out of the way!” one shouted. Ellie tried tugging at Rex’s collar, but the old dog stood firm, trembling yet courageous, refusing to move an inch from Arthur’s side. The older paramedic—Tom—paused as he noticed Rex’s battered service tag and greying face. “He’s not just any dog,” Tom murmured. “He’s a retired police dog. He’s just doing his duty.” Tom crouched down, speaking gently, “Let us help your friend, lad.” Something in Rex yielded. He stepped aside, but pressed close to Arthur’s legs, never breaking contact. As they lifted Arthur onto the stretcher, his hand dangled helplessly. Rex’s howl cut through the air, shivering the hearts of everyone in the room. When they wheeled Arthur to the ambulance, Rex tried to climb after him, but his tired legs gave way. He lay trembling on the pavement, claws scraping futilely at the concrete. “We can’t take the dog,” the ambulance driver said. “Rules don’t allow it.” But Arthur, barely conscious, muttered to the empty air: “Rex…” Tom looked from the dying man to the desperate dog. “Sod the rules,” he said quietly. “Bring him.” Rex was carefully lifted into the ambulance and placed next to Arthur. The moment the dog pressed close, Arthur’s heart monitor steadied—enough to kindle hope. Four Hours Later Arthur awoke groggily to hospital lights and the soft hum of machines. “You’re alright, Mr. Hughes,” the nurse soothed. “You gave us all a fright.” He rasped, “Where’s… my dog?” She hesitated, then drew back the curtain to reveal Rex, curled on a blanket in the corner, chest rising and falling with loyal exhaustion. Tom had refused to leave—the doctors learned that Arthur’s vital signs wavered every time Rex was separated. Compassion won out, and an exception was quietly made. “Rex…” Arthur whispered. The elderly Shepherd lifted his head, limped to Arthur’s bedside, and rested his greying snout next to Arthur’s hand. Silently, the man wept, burying his fingers into Rex’s fur. “I thought I was leaving you behind,” Arthur said barely above a whisper. “I thought tonight was goodbye.” Rex licked away his tears as his tail gave a feeble thump. From her post beside the door, the nurse dabbed her eyes. “He didn’t just save your life, Mr. Hughes. I think you saved his, too.” That night, Arthur didn’t face the darkness alone. His hand entwined in Rex’s paw, two old friends—battle-scarred but unbroken—held on, wordlessly vowing never to let the other face the night without company again. Let this story find the hearts who need it most. 💖