My name is David. Im 65 years old. Ive been married to my wife for 34 years, but recently, in the later chapters of my life, Ive fallen in love with another woman. My wife, Elizabeth, is 62. We have an adult son, Jack, whos now married himself and has children of his own.
After Jack grew up and settled down with his own family, Elizabeth and I seemed to drift apart. We became almost like strangers living under the same roof.
When we both retired, I fancied the idea of buying a little cottage in the countryside. Elizabeth wasnt keen on the idea, but with some gentle persuasion, I convinced her. We bought a charming, modest cottage and moved there that summer. I really enjoyed living in the country, but Elizabeth never warmed to it. She much preferred to spend her days lounging on the sofa, reading novels and watching television. She refused to help out in the garden, insisting she wasnt feeling well. The responsibility for the house and garden fell to me.
Come autumn, we moved back to London. Elizabeth was absolutely delighted, but I missed the quiet and peace of the countryside. After just a week, I packed my bags and returned to our cottage. It was there that I simply felt most at ease. Meanwhile, Elizabeth remained in the city. The two of us rarely see each other these days.
While living in the village, I met a lady named Margaret, whos 60. At first, Margaret didnt respond much to my feelings, but over time, things have flourished between us. I spend long hours at her place, feeling more content than I have in years. I find myself contemplating divorce, but Im deeply worried how Jack would take the news. For now, I tell Elizabeth Im busy with jobs around the cottage, though the truth is I spend much of my time with Margaret.
Elizabeth still doesnt know a thing about all this. I cant bring myself yet to tell her I want to end our marriage. I feel completely lost as to what I should do next.
If theres one thing Ive learnt from all this, its that honesty is far braver and kinder than living in uncertainty. The heart wants what it wants, but the right path isnt always clear.
