A Parents Heart
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Why do you look so glum this morning? Not even a smile. Come on, lets have breakfast,
Richard wandered into the kitchen, stretching sleepily finally, a weekend morning.
On the hob, bacon and eggs sizzled, and his wife was pouring the tea. She dumped more than half the eggs onto his plate and set down a hearty slice of toast. Eat up, now; dont let it get cold.
Did I do something wrong, Jane? Richard asked gently.
We both did, really. We didnt raise the children quite right, Jane replied, taking her seat with little appetite.
Our daughter and son grew up, and we went without so much to give them what they needed it wasnt easy back then. We supported them, but who supports us? Even just with words, I mean? They always seem to have problems bored with life, short of money. Lucy and James both always complaining.
How do you know all this?
Richard, already finished with his breakfast, spread a thick layer of butter on his toast and topped it with jam.
They tell me you dont see it; theyre always texting me their woes. James wanted to take his family bowling yesterday, asked for a tenner to tide him over till payday, but I lost patience and said no. He was so offended. And Lucy called before that, utterly fed up because her singing careers not getting off the ground. Shes desperate and moody. I mean, its all well and good to love singing, sing for your soul if you like, but you need a proper job as well! She wants to earn her living performing, but its just not working out. Youd think she wouldve realised by now and found a normal job! And the two of them used to be thick as thieves, now they hardly even speak.
Jane pushed her cold eggs aside and sipped her tea.
Dont fret so, Richard tried soothing her, these things will sort themselves out. We were young once too, remember?
Oh, come off it, Richard! You remember we lived within our means and were happy with what little we had! When James was born, it was joy. A friend gave me a pram and a cot, my sister handed down babygros and vests from her eldest. It was all second-hand but looked like new. Children grow so fast anyway. And we were happy and when we got that battered old Ford Escort, we were proud as punch! We parked it outside like royalty! But our two? Unless theyve been abroad, lifes a failure where did they get that from? Not from us.
Its just the times, Jane, so many temptations now and theyre young. Give it time, theyll understand.
I just hope its not too late. Chasing after all that shiny nonsense, and life just slips through your fingers. Sometimes I look in the mirror and think is that really me? Im a grandmother now. And youre a grandad, Richard
Their conversation was interrupted by the phone ringing. James name flashed on the screen.
Oh, what is it now Jane answered, her eyes widening as she listened, then she shot to her feet.
Richard! Quickly, put your coat on. James is in hospital his neighbour is ringing from the ward.
What happened? Richard jumped up, already pulling on his jacket.
I didnt quite catch it all something to do with a circular saw the blade shattered and cut his hand. Theyre trying to save his wrist, at least. I just hope it isnt serious, what on earth would he do if he lost his hand? Lets go, come on.
They dressed in a rush, not old but no longer young, worry plain on their faces.
They hurried out, everything else forgotten, to get to their son in hospital
As they rushed off, Lucy called, Mum, Ill pop round at lunchtime, alright?
Come over, love, well probably be back by then, Jane replied, out of breath, before dashing after Richard towards the bus stop.
At hospital, they were quickly reassured the doctors had managed to save Jamess hand, but they couldnt visit him just yet.
Im not leaving until you let me see him, Jane told the nurse, sitting firmly in the corridor, with Richard beside her.
Suddenly, Lucy burst into the hospital and hurried over to them.
Mum, why do you both look so worried? Its all sorted. James stayed late yesterday for some extra cash, fixing someones car. Something wouldnt come apart, he was cutting bolts and caught his hand. Hes awake now, all sewn up, and he can move his fingers. Honestly, your faces! Its going to be fine.
How do you know? Jane could barely breathe out the words.
James and I always text each other, and his wife Emma too. We help each other out, whats wrong with that?
We just thought you didnt speak anymore, you never told us anything, Richard explained.
Dad, you two are so capable, so resilient, you always get through everything. Thats why we dont bother you unnecessarily, Lucy smiled. And besides, you both look so young still we want you to finally enjoy life for yourselves.
Oh you silly thing, I thought you didnt care at all Jane managed a smile.
Mum, honestly, your generation you lot are tough as old boots! We try to be like you, its not always easy, but we do try, really.
Their parents finally smiled, the worry easing from their eyes.
Mum, Dad, I meant to say Ive got a new job. And Im getting booked to sing at different events now. Only last week, the local nursery asked me, and yesterday I sang at a care home. They clapped for ages! Though one older lady cried her daughters a famous singer but always away on tour, so shes left her mum behind. Awful, really.
Suddenly, Lucy grabbed her parents in a hug. James and I love you so much, dont ever think we dont
At that moment, a nurse called them to visit James for a few minutes. Jane nearly broke down in tears, but James reassured her calmly.
Mum, honestly, its over now. Dont worry. Dad, remember how you once got stung by a wasps nest in the shed when you were fixing up the old car? Spent a week here yourself, almost died. Things just happen sometimes. Once Im out, please come to ours for New Years its all rush and no time together these days. And Lucys planning to introduce us to her new boyfriend she hasnt had the chance to tell you yet!
Jane and Richard strolled home on foot, deciding they might as well enjoy the walk.
Not old, but not so young anymore, they walked together as parents do.
Oh, that parents heart its always filled with worry for the children. Other peoples children seem ordinary enough; you just want yours to be a bit better, to live a good life, to listen. But in the end, theyll walk their own path, whatever it turns out to be. And ours are good kids after all, theyre our childrenOn the way home, Jane slipped her hand into Richards, squeezing gently. The city breathed in the soft light of late morning; traffic bustled, pigeons scattered beneath their feet. For once, they walked slowly, feeling the world turning gently around them.
They passed the bakery where they used to bring the children for jam doughnuts after school, and Jane nudged Richard with a half-smile. Remember? They were never neat eaters.
Richard chuckled. Not much has changedjust bigger messes now.
They walked on, each step lighter. The weight of years no longer pressed so heavily, for in that anxious morning, they had glimpsed something preciousconnection, not absence; care, not complaint. Behind the silences and worries their children had forged messy, hopeful lives of their own.
As they neared home, Jane took a long breath and looked up at the shifting sky. Perhaps we did enough.
Richard nodded, eyes kind. Perhaps we did.
Inside, the cats darted around their legs, delighted at their return. The phone lay on the hall table, a new message from Lucy blinking on the screen: See you at lunchtime! Bringing treats.
Laughter and voices would soon fill the house again, just as they always hadlove passing from one generation to the next, clumsy and sincere.
Jane set the kettle to boil and gazed out the window, watching a robin perch among fragile new blossoms. Her heart, battered and full, beat quietlynever truly at rest, but steady now, and strong.
Outside, life pressed on, imperfect and beautiful. And Jane smiled, knowing her family would gather soon, the house warm with stories, old sorrows gentled and new joys blossomingjust as the world turns, and always will.












