At the Edge of This Summer
Working in a modest public library among cobbled Oxford streets, Diana often wondered if she had let life quietly pass her by. Fewer people visited now; most preferred their books online. Her routine became a trance: dusting spines, rearranging classics no one borrowed, the rustle of pages her only companion. Yet, she cherished the one rewardshed devoured hundreds of stories, from sweeping romance to musings on existence. Strangely, at thirty, she realized love stories happened only in books, not in the slow, practical hours of her life.
She was of a proper agetime, perhaps, to find someone and start a family. Her looks were plain, her job paid little, but shed never seriously thought of leaving. After all, who else visited but students burning midnight oil, retirees thumbing biographies, or the odd schoolchild seeking shelter from the rain?
Just last month, Diana had entered a professional contest for librarians in her county and, to her own shock, won the grand prizea fully paid fortnight on the Cornish seafront.
How wonderful! Im definitely going, she exclaimed to her best friend and her mother over the phone, beaming. Heaven knows my wages wouldnt stretch to Cornwall, but lucks finally on my side!
August waned. Alone, Diana strolled along the windswept sands, as most holidaymakers huddled in beachfront cafes to escape the seas unruly mood. It was her third day at the resort, and she longed for a solitary walk, time to reflect and let her dreams drift out to the horizon.
Suddenly, from the corner of her eye, she saw a teenage boy swept from the pier by a crashing wave. She didnt hesitate. Despite not being a strong swimmer, habit born from childhood summers at the Thames gave her the confidence to wade out. The current tugged at her, but luck and adrenaline were on her side. Little by little, the sea relented, helping her drag the boy to shore, then threatening to claim him back. She dug her toes into the sand, bracing herself, refusing to let him go.
Finally, she knelt on the wet beach in her best sundress, ruined and clinging to her limbs. She looked at him with surprise.
Hes barely fourteentall for his age, but just a child, she thought. She caught her breath and managed, Whatever possessed you to swim in weather like this?
The boy stood up, shakily muttered his thanks, and wandered off without another word. Shrugging, Diana watched him, half amused, half worried. The next morning, light danced on calm waves outside her window; the sea seemed to apologise for yesterday with its gentleness. After breakfast, she claimed a spot in the sun and allowed herself to relax, eyes closed, warmth sinking into her very bones.
By late afternoon she felt restless. Wandering inland, Diana discovered the towns little amusement park and wandered into the shooting gallery. She hadnt handled an air rifle since university but decided to try her luck. The first shot went wide, the secondperfect bullseye.
See, son, thats how you do it, came a cheerful male voice from behind. She turnedthere he was, the same teenager from the pier, this time with a tall, affable man at his side.
The boys eyes widened with recognition and a hint of embarrassment. Diana smiled conspiratorially, guessing the father hadnt the slightest idea about his sons misadventure.
Care to show us your shooting technique? the man asked warmly, introducing himself as Andrew. My lad Jack here struggles a bitand truth told, so do I.
Afterwards, all three wandered along the promenade. They laughed over cones of vanilla ice cream at a cafe, then soared together above the sea on the Ferris wheel. Diana half-expected Jacks mother to join them, but it was just the three of them, perfectly at ease.
Andrew, a wonderfully sharp conversationalist, held Dianas interest with each shared story. Every minute, she found herself more drawn in.
You here long, Diana? asked Andrew, as they watched the sunset glow.
A week gone. One more to go, she answered.
From far? he inquired.
To their mutual astonishment, they discovered they were all from Bristolthree strangers finding one another hours from home. They laughed at lifes odd synchronicities.
Jack, now comfortable in her company, pitched into the conversation. It was clear hed realized Diana wouldnt mention his swim to his father. When the evening chill set in, the men walked Diana back to her inn, promising to meet on the beach the following day.
Diana arrived early, stretching out on a striped deckchair, waiting as the morning crowds trickled in. Nearly an hour late, Andrews familiar voice called, Sorry, Diana, trulyforgot to set the alarm. Jack and I overslept terribly! His apologetic grin made her laugh.
Dad, Im off for a swim! Jack called breezily and dashed for the shallows.
Diana jerked up. Wait! You cant swim
Andrew chuckled, Nonsense! He swims like a fish, competes at school.
She blinked, confused. Had she imagined his helplessness yesterday? Perhaps shed misunderstood.
Their hotels were beside each other, and the next days melted together in a golden haze. They met each sunrise, parted at dusk, explored quiet villages, wandered cliff paths, and shared simple picnics on polished green lawns. Dianas heart warmed each day, but she sensed Jack was troubled. Or perhaps it was just the pang of her own loneliness.
One morning, Jack arrived at the beach alone.
All right? Dads not wellrunning a fever, he explained, sheepishly. I promised him Id find you. Hope you dont mindI just couldnt sit in that dreary room all day.
Of course not! Give me your dads number, Ill check on him.
Andrews voice on the other end was weak, but reassuring. Look after my lad, will you? Hell listen to you, thank heavens. Ill try to rest.
After swimming, Jack flopped onto a deckchair by Diana, offering a shy smile.
Youre a real mate, he said softly.
Whys that? Diana asked.
Thanks for not telling Dad about yesterday, Jack muttered. I really was swept off, and I got scared.
She smiled kindly, then, after a pause, asked gently, Wheres your mum, Jack? Why is it just you two?
Jack went quiet, wrestling with his thoughts. After a hesitant moment, he spoke, voice brittle with the earnestness of adolescence.
Andrew travelled often for work, leaving Jack with his mother, Marianne. To the outside world, their home was stable, happy. But beneath it, things were differentMarianne carried secrets.
One evening, Andrew had told her, Im being sent to London for a coursethree weeks. If all goes well, Ill be promoted. Better paywould change things for us.
Oddly, Marianne seemed relieved he was going. Left with Jack, she announced, Well have company tonight. My colleague Arthur is coming with his daughter, Kirsty. Weve work to do; youll keep Kirsty entertained.
Kirsty was quick-witted and sharp, older by a couple years. After a while, she suggested, Lets go into the park, kill some time. Marianne gave Jack a tennermore than usual. Take her for some ice cream. Be a gentleman.
Jack was surprisedhis pocket money never stretched that far. They spent a few hours out; it was oddly fun, Kirsty had seen more of the world, made Jack feel younger.
Just before Andrew was due home, Kirsty said bluntly, Good thing your dads back. I was only hanging out because Mum made a dealsaid if I distracted you, they could get on with whatever. My folks have split, all they do is argue over the flat.
Jack couldnt bear her brash tone, nor her hints about his parents. He half-believed her, half didnt, but the unease stayed.
After Andrew returned, Jack noticed his mothers coldness, her disregard. He realised, with a heavy heart, that the family hed trusted was fracturing. Then, one evening, Jack came home from football practice and, hearing raised voices, overheard the worst.
Yes, Im seeing Arthur! What of it? his mother spat.
Nothing, Andrews voice was hollow. Ill file for divorce. Jack stays with me. You clearly dont want him.
Fine, Marianne snapped, Ill have a new life.
Hearing her words, Jack slipped to his room and listened as the conversation unravelled. Mariannes careless confession cut deeper than any argument.
Saturday dawned quiet and grey. Jack lingered in bed, listening to suitcases roll and the front door finally shut. Andrew tried to explain, but Jack interrupted, You dont need to. I knew already. I want to stay with you, Dad. Itll be betterjust the two of us.
His father ruffled his hair, fighting for composure. Youre braver than I thought. Talk to your mum if you likeshe left me, not you.
But Jack wasnt ready to forgive. Not yet.
Back at the coast, Diana and Jack brought fruit round to Andrews room. He looked healthier and promised to join them at the beach again.
In a few days, the holiday would end. The two would return to Bristol, while Diana had a couple of days left on her own. She and Andrew said goodbye at the edge of summer, sharing a long, hopeful look on the sand. Andrew promised to meet her at the airport; Jack grinned with unexpected warmth.
Diana didnt try to map the future, but her heart soared. She would read and re-read Andrews tender messages, each one confessing he missed her already, that he waited anxiously for her return. Before the autumn leaves even fell, Diana moved into Andrew and Jacks flat. Of everyone, it seemed Jack was happiestrelieved for his father, grateful for Diana, and quietly hopeful that maybe, after all, real life stories could be as good as those in the books.












