Afraid They’d Take Him Back…

She feared they would take him back…

The first time I saw him, he sat pressed against the wall. No barking, no begging, no approach. Just sitting, his nose buried in the corner. The other dogs leaped, stretched their paws through the barsone howled, another spun in circles. But himutter silence.

“Hes been here a long time,” said the volunteer. “Eight years. Came as a pup, never left. Twice he was taken, twice returned. Once after a day, the next time after a week. Didnt work out. Quiet. Doesnt play. Doesnt seem happy.”

I stood there, hands shoved in my pockets to hide the trembling.

“Whats his name?”

“First it was Buster. Then Max. Now we just call him by the name on his card: Archie. Doubt he cares. Only perks up at the sound of a food bag.”

I didnt know why Id come. It was just that, at some point, the silence became unbearable. After Mum died, the flat echoed with emptiness. No noise, no movement. Just the morning kettle, the radio in the kitchen. And the hollowness.

Friends suggested I get somethingfish, maybe. A parrot, even. Instead, I went to the shelter.

And there he was.

“Could I… try?” I asked uncertainly.

The volunteer nodded. Ten minutes later, we stood by the exithim on a lead, me with papers in my pocket. No one believed this would last. Not even me.

He didnt tug. Didnt strain forward. Just walked beside me as if he knew the way. On the stairs, his paw slipped. I said, “Careful,” but he didnt reactno glance, no twitch of the ear. Just a deeper breath.

At home, I laid an old blanket by the radiator. Water, food in a bowl. He sniffed it, sat, looked at me, then at the door. A long stare. As if checking it was locked.

At night, a creak woke me. He lay by the door, awake. Head on paws, eyes open. Waiting to be taken away again.

“Archie… youre home. Its alright,” I whispered.

He didnt move.

The first two weeks passed like that. He ate, walked, but stayed silent. Not a sound. Always eye contact. As if asking, “Can I stay?”

He never jumped on the sofa. Not when I patted it, not when I called. Just stood beside me. Then retreated to the door to sleep.

“New dog?” asked Mrs. Wilkins, my neighbour, spotting us outside. “Handsome… but odd.”

I nodded. She was righthe didnt seem to belong. Not from here. Not wanting to stay.

He wouldnt eat from my hand. No treats, no rewards. Only from the bowl, only when unobserved.

I spoke to him like a person.

“Mum dreamed of having a dog. But she was afraid to love one. Said she couldnt bear the loss. And now… here you are. Shed have liked you. Knew how to mend broken souls. Spent her life doing itat the care home.”

He blinked, as if understanding.

“Stay, if you want. Im not waiting for anyone. Neither should you.”

Every morning, he saw me to the door. Sat while I tied my laces. No whining, no wagging. Just watching. Waiting.

When I returned, hed be on the threshold. Didnt touch food or water until sure I was home.

“You think I wont come back?” I asked. “But I did. I always will.”

Loud noises startled him. Fireworks, kids shouting, motorbikes. Hed tense, pull the lead, retreat. Not fleeingjust withdrawing.

“Its alright, Archie. Just noise. Only noise.”

His tail tucked under, as if he could vanish.

In the third week, he barked. Oncehoarse, abrupt. It scared us both. He looked up, almost apologetic. Thensilence again.

The vet said his ears were fine. Just his nature. Maybe trauma.

“Hes wary. Watching. Waiting for you to give up.”

I nodded. Id felt it too.

When I came home late, he hadnt eaten. Lay by the door until I stepped inside.

“Youre afraid, arent you? Think itll be like before?”

His ear twitched.

“Im home. Always will be.”

A month passed. Then another. He no longer slept by the doorjust closer. By the wardrobe. Then the armchair. Never the bedroom. Not even when I left it open.

I grew fond of him. Not cheerful or playfulbut real. Quiet, complicated, watching me as if he understood everything.

“Archie, I didnt choose you. Just happened. Now I cant picture life without you.”

He lifted his head, sighed, rested it back on his paws.

Two and a half months in, he licked my hand. For no reason. I cried. He stepped back, confusedwhy tears?

“Its joy. From you. You dont get it, but its happiness.”

He stayed nearer, longer.

Thenit happened.

An ordinary evening. Work, shopping bags. He followed me to the kitchen. I drank tea by the windowthen heard him step into the bedroom.

A paw on the threshold. Stopped. Looked at me. I didnt move.

“Want to? Go on.”

Slowly, he came. Sat by the bed. Thenclimbed up. Not the pillow. The edge. Lay down. Breathed in.

And slept.

Not stiff. Real. Calm. Relaxed, breathing even. Home.

“Youre really home now,” I whispered.

No reply. Just a dream-twitch of his ear.

Since then, he doesnt wait by the door. Even when I leavehe stays on the bed. Waits by the window. Knows Ill return. Not someday. Always.

On walks, he lingers. Sniffs passersby, wags his tail. Once, let a child pet him. Startled, but didnt run.

I bought him a new collar. A taghis name, my number. For the first time, he wore it like he belonged.

An old man in the park recognised us:

“That dogfrom the Kent shelter?”

“Yes.”

“Remember him as a pup. Always in the corner. Never went to anyone.”

“Hes home now,” I said, tightening the lead.

Now he knows where his bowl is. His blanket. His place.

Hes started to grumble. If breakfast is late. If the phone rings too long.

Hes started to live.

And I wonderwhat if Id picked another? A cheerful one, an easy one?

But I came. And saw him.

He saved me. I saved him.

Three months in. Only now does he truly sleep beside me.

With a look that holdslove. Real.

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Afraid They’d Take Him Back…