Eyes of Lost Friendship

The sudden jolt of the bus nearly knocked the woman in the threadbare blue coat off her feet—she barely caught the handrail before she could have tumbled right onto the lap of the woman beside her. At the last moment, flinching with embarrassment, she raised her eyes—and froze.

“Val?” she whispered, staring at the familiar face.

The woman she’d almost fallen into met her gaze for a split second—then looked away. Pretended not to recognize her.

But her hand trembled as it tightened around the handle of her worn-out handbag, and her face paled, as if the blood had drained from it. Her eyelids flickered.

Lydia Simmons (that was the name of the one in the blue coat) gaped at her, unable to believe her eyes.

This was Val—Valerie Carson—the same woman she’d spent nearly a decade working shoulder to shoulder with at the flea market in Manchester back in the rough ’90s.

Yes, she’d changed. Gone were the luscious dark locks, replaced by a tight bun of silver strands. Her face had aged, the spark in her eyes dimmed… but the dimples in her cheeks and the faint scar above her brow were still the same.

“Val, don’t pretend! It’s me, Lyd!” Lydia blurted. “We used to sell next to each other at Strangeways! Remember, in ’98—”

“Sorry, you’ve mistaken me for someone else,” Valerie cut in coldly, not even glancing at her.

“Mistaken? We were like sisters!” Lydia exclaimed, refusing to accept it.

“I don’t know you. Leave me alone,” Valerie snapped, her voice cracking.

The bus fell quiet. An older woman with a shopping trolley turned around, staring.

Lydia hesitated. Her eyes flicked to the man sitting beside Valerie—sullen, greasy-haired, in a scuffed leather jacket. Then she noticed it beneath the foundation: the carefully concealed bruise on Valerie’s cheekbone.

Lydia’s heart twisted.

“Oh—sorry, my mistake,” she muttered. “Eyes aren’t what they used to be.”

A few stops later, Valerie and the man got off. Through the window, Lydia watched as he began berating her the moment they stepped outside. Valerie stood with her head bowed, like a scolded schoolgirl.

At home, Lydia sat by the window for hours, remembering.

How they’d started selling together, hauling bags from the wholesale markets, saving each other from thieves—the time Valerie had swung a stick at two thugs to protect her. That was how she’d gotten the scar.

She opened an old photo album.
A picture behind the stall. On the back: “Lyd & Val. 1998. It’ll all work out!”

“How did it come to this, Val?” she whispered. “We were family… What happened to you?”

A week later, she saw Valerie again.

She sat at the back of the bus, the same man beside her. Lydia studied him—and went cold.

Victor Shaw. Vik. One of the same brutes from the market who’d once lunged at her with a knife, demanding her purse. The same man Valerie had fought off with that stick years ago.

And now he was with her. With the same Val who now looked small, broken.

“Not now…” Lydia whispered. “She’ll deny me again. Have to try something else.”

Next time, she boarded behind them. As Victor fumbled for change, she pressed a folded note into Valerie’s palm.

Valerie flinched. Glanced up—then pursed her lips twice.

Their old signal. Danger nearby.

Lydia nodded and moved on.

One thought pulsed in her chest: That’s her. That’s my Val. And I’ll save her, like she once saved me.

Nearly a year passed. The phone stayed silent. But Lydia knew—she’d call. Sooner or later. And she was right.

“Lyd, love!” came the voice on the line. “Three tomorrow. Usual place.”

Lydia arrived half an hour early, sleepless with nerves. Her hands shook as she sipped her coffee.

Then—she walked in. Val.

Not the hollow, beaten-down woman from before. No. The real one.

Jeans. A white shirt. Short hair. Laughing eyes. Dimples.

“VAL!” Lydia shot up.

“LYD!” Valerie called back.

They clung to each other. Wordless. Long.

“Bloody hell, you’re brilliant,” Lydia exhaled as they sat. “A year ago, you were—”

“A year ago, I was dead. But you…” Valerie squeezed her hand. “You pulled me out. That note.”

“Me? I just—”

“That’s it. No grand words, no names. No risk. You understood. That meant… you were there. And I—I remembered who I was. Who I’d let myself become. Looked in the mirror and thought—enough.”

Turned out Valerie’s husband, Mark, wasn’t just controlling. He’d erased her. After losing their baby, she drowned in guilt, sentenced herself to suffering. Broken.

“I thought I deserved it. So I let it happen. Years of it… Then your little note. One scrap of paper gave me back my life. Gave me back to myself.”

She’d left. Started over in Edinburgh.

“Fresh start. No one’s looking. And you—”

“And I’m here, Val. Just say the word—I’ll come to you anywhere. Like the old days, bag in hand, ready to go!”

They laughed until their eyes stung.

Now Valerie lives in Edinburgh. Works. Smiles. Breathes free.

And Lydia visits often. They walk along the river, chatter like they used to. Laugh till they cry.

Both know this much:
Some meetings bring you back to yourself. And sometimes, a crumpled note on a crowded bus is the truest gift fate can give.

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Eyes of Lost Friendship